Recap pages are Spoilers Off per policy and all spoilers are unmarked. You Have Been Warned
Note: The events of the episode are grouped by timeline, not by the order of scenes.
In the present: Walter and Misty find the cult's compound and speak with Natalie, who denies being kept against her will. After she tells the pair to get lost, Walter reveals to Misty that he knows she lied about Adam Martin. Misty parts ways with him and presents herself at the compound, claiming she wants to join. Taissa reunites with Van. Van has problems of her own but seems to be the only one who understands what is happening with Other!Taissa. Callie discovers that "Jay" is really Matt Saracusa, Wiskayok P.D. and attempts to mislead him about Shauna's affair with Adam by telling Matt that Shauna slept with Jeff's friend Randy. To make the story more plausible, Jeff and Shauna orchestrate a plan so that the police thinks she did indeed have sex with Randy. And they almost get away with it. Natalie tries to disrupt one of Lottie's workshops with information gleaned from snooping in her office, but the bombshell is a dud. Lottie tries a technique to help Natalie so that they can figure out what Travis meant when he wrote that Natalie was right in his notes. Natalie flashes back to the last time she saw Travis, when she overdosed and had to be revived. During her near-death experience, Natalie realized that during their time on the wilderness, there was a darkness out there with them, and the survivors brought it back. As Lottie comforts Natalie, she sees the shadow of a figure crowned with antlers move around her cabin, frightening Lottie.
Present
The first scene before credits shows an adult Van's place. She gets ready for the day, rewinds a tape, picks up the mail and shoves the ones marked PAST DUE in the trash. Then she opens her store and welcomes two customers who are unfamiliar with VHS tapes, asking if the "boxy things are all movies?" She confirms it and adds that they play on a VCR, also available for rent. A client comes in, raving about her new favorite movie, Party Girl and actress: "Parker Posey is my new dream woman. I would marry her today." Van agrees with that assessment and hand over a movie she set aside for the customer, calling it "Landmark queer girl cinema. The Watermelon Woman. It's so good. Cheryl Dunye." As the customer departs, Van sees Taissa coming inside her store and her smile drops. Taissa greets her with a casual "Hey, Van'' and stumbles. Credits!Callie and Matt a.k.a. "Jay" are on a date at a bowling alley with a live band, Necking. Callie teases "Jay", who takes his turn and knocks all but one pin, gloating that "Nobody fucks with the "Jay-sus." Callie calls the shtick a little much. "Jay" explains that it's a movie quote. Callie, who has scored 23 points to his 102, proposes a bet: "If I get a strike, then you have to kiss me." He takes her on, figuring she can't possibly win, "No pressure." Callie does get a strike, shocking the hell out of him:
Callie: I sexually hustled you. A girl can't wait forever, you know.
The citizen detective mobile a.k.a. Walter's car. Misty turns off the radio (playing a cover of "Staying Alive.") Walter again offers to let her pick the music: "A little Les Mis? Phantom?" She reminds him to concentrate because they are looking for anything purple or otherwise "cult-related". He proposes they play "Two truths and a lie" until they find what they look for, telling her he can multitask and calling it a "good way for them to get to know each other better." He goes first:
Misty: Fine. I do not like monkeys, I think we're asking the wrong questions about the moon landing, and...
Van's. She watches somebody's wedding video, as she is digitizing folks' VHS tapes. Taissa startles her. Van gets to the point:
Taissa: You haven't changed.
Van: What are you doing here, Tai? It's been... a long time. A really fucking long time. (Taissa says nothing) The sleepwalking?
The Sadecki household's kitchen. Callie comes in. Shauna and Jeff got cinnamon raisin bread on sale and are making sandwiches, offering one to Callie. She declines and after making them promise not to freak out, blurts it out:
Callie: Oh, my God, you promised not to freak out. Besides, it's fine. I fixed it.
The compound. Natalie tries to get into Lottie's office, when two acolytes come up and ask whether she's coming to the workshop. She says yes, and even agrees to walk with the acolytes who asked her. Lisa and Natalie are paired up for the workshop. Lisa tells Natalie to focus: "Think of me like a mirror. Okay? You're projecting your own negative thoughts onto me. Giving voice to our darkest thoughts is how we gain access to our deepest truths. It's what we do." Lottie comes along, affirming Lisa's point. She encourages Natalie to go deeper, saying there's more there. She dismisses Natalie's question about her injured hand as "just an accident. But we are here to focus on you."
Natalie asks for a break, "before we go into the black recesses of my soul" and Lottie gives her permission. Natalie steps out, but is interrupted by an acolyte telling her that someone's there to see her. She arrives at the gate, shocked to see Misty and Walter:
Misty tells Natalie that they are there to "rescue you. I mean, you-you were kidnapped, right?"
Misty: I'm sorry, Lottie? As in Lottie? Lottie, who was committed to a mental institution in Switzerland? That Lottie?
Van's place. Taissa has just told her about Simone finding the altar with Biscuit's head in their basement. Fortunately, Sammy never saw it. When Van asks if Taissa has seen a sleep doctor, Taissa imagines how it would go: "Yeah, 'Hey, Doc. If I happen to mention sacrificing anything on an altar, well, just ignore that part, okay? Thanks.'"When asked what is the plan, Taissa asks if she can take a shower. All that hitchhiking has left her less than sweet-smelling. Van says yes.
Walter's car. He has a feeling that Misty is upset, seeing her sulk. Misty is flabbergasted at Lottie flying under her radar. Walter looks at the bright side: Natalie is OK, and maybe Misty can move on. After all, Natalie did tell her to piss off, right? Misty claims it is obviously an act:
Walter: Murder for it?
Misty: Excuse me?
Walter: Your friendships are a little more complicated than most. Kidnapping, cults, death. Adam Martin.
Evening at Randy's motel. Matt and Kevyn are on a stakeout, observing Shauna arrive and walk up to Randy's room, providing commentary:
Matt: I'll believe it when I see it.
Van's place. In the bathroom, Taissa is done with her shower and finds a jar of oxycodone in "V. Palmer"'s name. Afterwards, she asks Van about it, calling it "heavy-duty shit".
Van: Yeah. Yeah, yeah, The cancer scared the bitch right out of her. (chuckles) I guess people... reassess their choices when they know they're gonna die.
Taissa: Maybe you don't have to be dying to have regrets.
Taissa: Is that Seinfeld?
Van: I'm mixing my pop culture metaphors 'cause I'm fucking upset!
Taissa: I killed my fucking dog, Van. My wife is in the hospital. I'm losing my fucking mind, and I'm terrified! Like all the way. Like I haven't been since... I can't ask you for your help 'cause I don't want to hurt any more of the people I love. (crying)
Randy's hotel room. Randy is in the bathroom, trying to take one for the team. Shauna asks if he's done. Despite Randy's best attempts and even a self pep talk, the loins sleep tonight. He glances at a bottle of hand lotion and gets an idea.
The compound. Natalie finally gets into Lottie's office and finds a box full of mobile phones, her shotgun, and files on the acolytes. A workshop is taking place, and Natalie, all storm and fury, walks in.
This is not exactly much of a bombshell, since they already know. An acolyte claims that they give their personal possessions willingly:
Lisa: You should know better than anyone we can't define a person based on their past.
Natalie: You know what he was going through. You started it.
At the motel, Kevyn and Matt watch Shauna drive away. Kevyn figures they are done, but Matt thinks something is shady. Kevyn says Matt watched The French Connection too often, but Matt thinks they should check the room to "get confirmation they boned."
Van's place. Both women have fallen asleep on the couch. Van gets up, turns the TV off, takes one of the oxycodone pills. She gasps when she feels Taissa behind her. Taissa plants a kiss on Van, except Van immediately realizes it is Other!Taissa and asks what does she want. Other!Taissa responds with "This isn't where we're supposed to be."
At the cult compound: Lottie is trying something with Natalie that involves flashing a penlight on and off in Nat's eyes.
Natalie last saw Travis at a house by the beach. "I hadn't seen him in a while. He had a job, was seeing some girl. Part of me wanted to ruin it. But another part of me just missed him." Lottie asks Natalie what happened. "What always happens."
In the flashback, Travis and Natalie are partying it up with alcohol and drugs. Natalie overdoses and Travis tries to get her to wake up. Lottie asks Natalie what she saw during her Near-Death Experience.
Lottie: Keep going.
Natalie: I see us. (shot of charred bodies) We didn't make it.
Lottie: None of us?
Natalie: We weren't alone out there. (the Antler Queen enters the cabin).
Back at the beach house, a paramedic at the scene gives Natalie a shot of Narcan, which works. Natalie finally wakes up.
Back to the present, Natalie is in the same Heroic B So D mode she was in the past when she revived. Lottie tells her she is OK, but Natalie is not:
Misty reaches the compound. "Oh, finally." She asks if she can join.
Past
At the cabin, Taissa gets up after sleeping through the night. She commiserates with Shauna, who is exhausted from having to pee often during the night. Van calls her because "They're about to start." Taissa says she'll be right out and tells Shauna (not one of Lottie's followers) not to give her a hard time. "It's mostly just Lottie's woo-woo bullshit, listening to the trees." But Van attributes Taissa no longer sleepwalking to her attending the circle, which makes her happy, "Happy wife, happy life."Outside, team members and Travis sit in a circle, eyes closed. Lottie asks the others what they feel.
Van: It makes me feel... alive. (Akilah joins)
Lottie: Good. Now, what do we hear?
Travis: The wind.
Van: I can hear it in the pines. It's... peaceful. It sounds like a whisper.
Misty and Crystal simultaneously say that it sounds like singing and laugh. Lottie approves:
At the cabin, Gen and Melissa discuss Javi: the former thinks Javi found another cabin or even other people, the latter points out he'd have been rescued. The others try to get him to communicate:
Mari: Seriously, you owe us after stealing our bear meat.
In the pantry, Akilah apologizes to "Nugget" the mouse for not bringing him more food. Mari overhears, and Akilah claims to be talking to herself. Mari is all "whatever", has her pick a card for her assigned chore, and goes to Crystal and Misty. The pair is having a good time playing a game where Crystal asks Misty which three famous people would she have at a slumber party. Misty's first two choices are Plato and Eric Niesnote " 'cause I'd want him to teach me how to dance." Crystal agrees with both. Misty hesitates to reveal her third choice: Jack Kevorkian, "just because I feel like what he does is so brave." Crystal supports that choice! Her family's pet beagle, Whimsy, had to be put to sleep, and "It's like, why should humans have to suffer more than beagles?" They even agree that in his youth, Jack Kevorkian was kind of hot. Mari walks in with the chore cards and tells them to "just pick your chore." Crystal's is not happy with her assigned chore ("Again?"), but Misty offers to help Crystal carry the bucket. Crystal thanks her "bestie".
Akilah and Taissa are doing laundry. They were both surprised to see each other at the circle. Taissa says that Van asked to attend; Akilah went because she was bored. Akilah goes on to describe a pre-game ritual she and fellow JV teammate Rachel (the one Yellowjacket who died in the crash) shared. It involved "Easy Lover," putting on their lucky gear, and tapping their cleats on the line at the same time. Taissa finds the ritual very cute but points out that they lost often.
Taissa: Yeah. I'll probably keep going, too.
Akilah:Well, yeah, because you're totally whipped.
Somewhere else in the cabin, Travis offers the still speechless Javi some broth, calling it "good vitamin C."
Javi finishes his broth without a word, and Travis tries to walk it off. Natalie tells him that Javi will be fine, "he just needs time." Those words make Travis explode:
Travis: Well, maybe he wouldn't be so fucked-up if I had found him sooner, so that's on you.
Crystal and Misty are outdoors on their way to dump out the poop bucket at the "toilet" a.k.a. a designated spot far from cabin. At Crystal's suggestion, they play a game where they exchange secrets, rapid fire. The revelations begin. Crystal sometimes takes shortcuts when she is assigned to dump the poop bucket chores and just throws away the contents nearby instead of taking it all the way. Misty hates deodorant and after the plane crash, told everyone she ran out. Crystal let Justin Lee get to third base with her while backstage at a dress rehearsal of Bye Bye Birdie. Shocked, Misty tells Crystal about the time she walked in on her parents having sex and not being "completely grossed out."
Misty: Well, maybe I'm a genius, then.
Crystal throws the bucket's contents over a cliff and tells Misty to grab some sticks for scraping the rest of it. Then she makes Misty pinky-swear about her biggest secret: her real name is Kristen! Apparently, on the first day of soccer practice, everyone heard it as "Crystal" and she never corrected them, because "they started calling me 'Crystal the Pistol', and no one had given me a nickname before, so I-I was afraid that if I told them the truth, they wouldn't like me as much."
Crystal: Do you get how lucky we are? Some people never find someone they trust enough to share their deepest secrets.
But not correcting your misheard name is not on the same level as condemning your fellow survivors to months out in the wilderness. Crystal's face goes blank for a second, then she experiences her own Fridge Horror:
Misty: Come on, bestie, you don't actually think I-I would do something like that, do you?
Crystal: Or what, you'll poison me?
Misty: (snarling) No. I'll... fucking... kill you.
At the cabin, Shauna wakes up to Lottie whispering, "You're gonna change everything" to her pregnant belly. "What the fuck, Lottie?" When others ask what happened, Shauna accuses Lottie of "whispering weird shit to my baby." Lottie defends herself, saying it is good to talk to babies while in utero. Shauna shouts that it is so that they "learn to recognize their mother's voice." Taissa defends Lottie, and a furious Shauna walks out of the cabin. Taissa follows her outside even though Shauna will not speak to Taissa. Refusing to leave Shauna by herself, Taissa asks if she is supposed to say sorry. Shauna accuses Taissa to be Team Lottie instead of being her friend. Taissa says that they are all on the same team. Shauna scoffs at that: "You can't think that's still true."
That Taissa, of all people, is now part of the Lottie prayer circle, angers Shauna. Taissa says she is only on it because of Van and Lottie. Shauna accuses Lottie of being obsessed with her baby. Taissa thinks Lottie is just excited, like everyone else.
Taissa says she does have Shauna's back, but "for the first time in a really long time, I'm not afraid to fall asleep. And, yeah, you're right, it's probably not because I listened to the pine needles or whatever, but I'm gonna take what I can get, and I am not going to apologize for that." Shauna responds by crying out in pain and doubling over. The winds get stronger. Taissa and Shauna head back to the cabin.
Misty climbs down to where Crystal fell and is unresponsive. Crying, "no, no, no", she unsuccessfully attempts CPR (to the tune of Staying Alive), calling her both Crystal and Kristen. The wind starts blowing and snow starts covering Crystal's lifeless body. Misty apologizes, calling Crystal "bestie" one last time.
Outside the cabin, the wind blows. Inside, the Coach looks at Javi's drawing of a tree's roots going deep. Javi speaks without warning:
Coach: Uh, who did?
Javi: My friend.
Misty runs up to the cabin, announcing that she lost Crystal when they became separated in the storm "and it all happened so fast. I kept looking for her and looking for her, and I was screaming for her name, but-but she just, like, vanished." Before they head out to look for her, Van remembers something: "Oh, shit. Tai and Shauna are still out there." Oh, Crap! Nobody knows what to do, so they all head outside and start calling for the missing girls' names. "Tai! Shauna! Tai! Shauna! Crystal!", but the wind muffles their shouts. Unable to see beyond a few feet in front of them, Taissa and Shauna have trouble finding their way. Shauna gets another contraction. Taissa tells the frightened Shauna to just breathe, and that she is going to get them home.
Back at the cabin, Lottie guides them. She asks Van what does she hear.
Van: I hear the wind.
Back at the cabin, the survivors chant "I feel our friends coming back to us," repeatedly. Taissa keeps repeating "The wind. I feel the snow…" as she leads Shauna, who is doubled over from contractions. As soon as the others see them get closer, Lottie orders them to get both Shauna and Taissa indoors. Akilah asks if Shauna is in labor. Shauna responds by screaming. "Mother'' plays over end credits.
Tropes present in this episode
- Accidental Misnaming: Crystal's real name is Kristen, but a team member misheard it as Crystal, and she got the nickname "Crystal the Pistol".
- Badass Boast: Matt is cocky at foiling Shauna's attempt to make the police believe her affair was with Randy. Kevyn points out that it means she knows they are unto her. His response:Matt/"Jay": She might be good, but I'm better.
- Braving the Blizzard: Taissa and Shauna are arguing when Shauna starts having contractions. To get back to the cabin, they have to get through a sudden snowstorm and they get lost. They find their way when Lottie guides the team to tune in to the Wilderness and Taissa "hears" their friends calling out to them.
- By "No", I Mean "Yes": Misty tells Natalie that she and Walter are there at the cult's compound to rescue Natalie:Misty: I mean, you-you were kidnapped, right?
Natalie: No. Uh, yes, technically I was, but it's no big deal, okay? Lottie sent some people for me, but I'm not being held against my will. Anymore. - Captain Obvious: Misty and Walter are riding in the car after Natalie tells them to go home. Misty is sulking that Lottie slipped under her meticulous radar:Walter: I'm getting the feeling you're upset.
- Call-Back: In the Season 1 finale "Sic Transit Gloria Mundi", Shauna tells Randy (who helped his friend Jeff with the blackmail) that if he ever tells anybody about the black mail, she'll gut him like a fish. He takes her seriously. In this ep, he tells Shauna about being questioned by the FBI (not really, but he does not know)Randy: But don't worry, they didn't mention the B-mail.
Shauna: What did I tell you about keeping that word out of your mouth? - Devastating Remark: For Crystal, who realizes Misty is responsable for the group not getting rescued.Misty: The night after the plane crashed, when everybody was asking for my help and... and treating me like I was actually useful... I found the plane's emergency transmitter. And I... I destroyed it.
- Forceful Kiss: Taissa plants one on Van without warning, making Van realize it's Other!Taissa she's dealing with.
- "Just Joking" Justification: Misty realizes she's gone too far by confessing that she destroyed the plane's black box, and tries to play it off as a joke. She doesn't succeed.
- The Loins Sleep Tonight: To make their affair more plausible, Shauna hands Randy a condom and tells him to go to the bathroom and masturbate, leaving the used condom in the trash for the cops to find as evidence that they had sex. Except Randy cannot get the job done despite his best efforts, so he fills the condom with hand lotion. It almost fools the detectives.
- Mood Whiplash: Crystal and Misty amuse themselves while emptying the toilet bucket by exchanging silly secrets. Misty reveals that she destroyed the emergency transmitter simply because she wanted to feel important. The light-hearted mood disappears as Crystal realizes in shock and disgust that her "bestie" is the one responsible for stranding them in the wilderness for months.
- Primal Scene: One of Misty's revelations when she and Crystal are exchanging secrets rapid-fire:One time I walked in on my parents having sex, and I wasn't completely grossed out.
- Rapid-Fire "No!": Misty does this when Crystal denies her as a best friend and calls her a psycho. It happens again after Crystal falls and Misty gets closer to her friend's body.
- Spotting the Thread: On a date with Callie, "Jay" excuses himself to use the bathroom and the server arrives with their bill... in "M. Saracusa"'s name. This leads to her finding out he is a cop
- Undead Child: The team members are speculating as to what happened to Javi to turn him into a Broken Bird. One of them offers this trope as an explanation. Nobody takes her seriously:Melissa: Maybe he did die, and that's his ghost.
- Wham Line: Uttered by Natalie, after recalling what she saw on her Near-Death Experience:We weren't alone out there.
- Wham Shot: Lottie comforts Natalie after having her recall her near-death experience, but she freaks at seeing a shadow in motion, created by a figure in a familiar antler headdress and veil.
- You Do Not Want To Know: Inverted when Mari goes to Misty and Crystal with the deck of chore cards while the pair are amusing themselves.Mari: What are you two dorks dorking out about? (realizes she does not care) Uh... Actually, don't answer that, just pick your chore.
- You're Insane!: Misty tells Crystal that she sabotaged the transmitter. Instead of whatever reaction she expected, Crystal tells her, "You're a psycho."