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* Baby Melon's HeroicSacrifice. For context, after sentient watermelons attack the Crystal Gems, Steven orders them to stop. The baby melon then punches Steven, knowing that the melons will defend their creator, and lets himself be defeated.

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-->'''Steven: ''' Look at what you've done! You think I wanted this?! You should all be ashamed! He knew this is what it would take to calm your rage! ...He understood true loyalty.
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*** This line hits harder with this interpretation:
--->'''Pearl''': You're (Amethyst) not the mistake! You're just a byproduct of a (realizes how bad this sounds and blushes)...big mistake.
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* Greg's heartbroken, anguished scream for Steven in the same scene. He thinks he saw his son [[FamilyUnfriendlyDeath die in a rocket ship explosion,]] [[AdultFear far away from him, where he can't protect or protest him.]] And just before this, he is obviously in pure agony when Pearl goofily mentions that she and Steven will be back in about 50 years, seeing that there is a real chance he will ''die'' before his only child comes back. Add that to the fact that Pearl convinced Steven to go with her to test the ship when Greg told him not to go just a couple of hours ago, and you have the ultimate parent's nightmare.

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* Greg's heartbroken, anguished scream for Steven in the same scene. He thinks he saw his son [[FamilyUnfriendlyDeath die in a rocket ship explosion,]] [[AdultFear far away from him, where he can't protect or protest him.]] him. And just before this, he is obviously in pure agony when Pearl goofily mentions that she and Steven will be back in about 50 years, seeing that there is a real chance he will ''die'' before his only child comes back. Add that to the fact that Pearl convinced Steven to go with her to test the ship when Greg told him not to go just a couple of hours ago, and you have the ultimate parent's nightmare.
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* The SerialEscalation of the visions. Not only is Steven getting more and more worried and confused, but it reinforces the idea that Garnet's {{Seer}} powers are a major case of BlessedWithSuck.

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* Ronaldo utterly collapses into himself when he realizes that all of the weirdness happening around Beach City revolve around Steven, not him.
-->'''Ronaldo''': ''(dejected) I'm really not at the center of anything.''
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*Garnet making the understatement of the century.
--> Yikes. They are ''really'' bad for each other.
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* The look on poor Connie's face when her mother snaps at her for lying. She and Steven get so upset that they spontaneously decide to just run away by getting on a random bus and seeing where it will take them... only for them to be stopped by an angry Alexandrite.

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Alexandrite. Steven manages to save his friendship with Connie, but despite this, he is grounded from TV for 1000 years.
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** There's also the interpretation that, for a race of sentient stones, Amethyst is the closest their kind can get to being a child of ''rape'', a being implanted into an unwilling (celestial) body and born from it in a process that is both deeply harmful and irrevocable, abandoned by those responsible for her creation, and then adopted as the one good thing that came from an awful situation. It gives the "we kept Amethyst" line an even [[GoodGirlsAvoidAbortion more heartbreaking context.]]
** The line itself ("I NEVER ASKED TO BE MADE!") can be interpreted as coming from a person who learns that their birth was an accident.

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** There's also the interpretation that, for a race of sentient stones, Amethyst is the closest their kind can get to being a child of ''rape'', a being implanted into an unwilling (celestial) body and born from it in a process that is both deeply harmful and irrevocable, abandoned by those responsible for her creation, and then adopted as the one good thing that came from an awful situation. It gives the "we kept Amethyst" line an even [[GoodGirlsAvoidAbortion more heartbreaking context.]]
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** The line itself ("I NEVER ASKED TO BE MADE!") can be interpreted as coming from a person who learns learned that [[AMistakeIsBorn their birth was an accident.
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* While it's pretty heartwarming in the episode, this marks the first obvious time that Steven puts aside his own feelings in order to help someone else with theirs, and [[StepfordSmiler it only winds up getting worse from there.]]

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[[AC:"Laser Light Cannon"]]
* Doing triple duty as a SugarWiki/{{Heartwarming Moment|s}} and ThePowerOfLove -- Greg sees a silhouette of Rose in the sky after the Rose Cannon is activated. He whispers, "Rose..." with tears in his eyes. The code phrase to activate the cannon was a dumb saying Greg repeats often enough that even the Crystal Gems know it.
* Only the second episode and we're already hit with depressing backstory and subtext; while giving birth to Steven, Rose had to give up her physical form (AKA die, as in [[DeathbyChildbirth died in childbirth]]). Also, currently, Steven's dad ''lives in a van''.

[[AC:"Together Breakfast"]]
* There is something positively depressing with Steven's efforts in having a simple family meal. There is no doubt that the Gems love him, but they still are ''defenders of humanity'' and Steven doesn't quite grasp what that means yet.

[[AC:"Frybo"]]
* Peedee Fryman's just a kid yet he sounds like a disillusioned adult during his conversation with Steven in the arcade. Someone's not having a happy childhood...
-->'''Peedee:''' ''(riding seahorse ride, sad and bored expression)'' This seahorse used to make me so happy... Now it's just giving me whiplash. I feel like there's just no point to it, you know?\\
'''Steven:''' ''(riding jellyfish ride)'' I just feel tingly!\\
'''Peedee:''' ''(sigh)'' You'll understand when you have a job.\\
'''Steven:''' I ''do'' have a job! I protect humanity from magic and monsters and stuff!\\
'''Peedee:''' I mean a real job that you get paid for.\\
'''Steven:''' I'm paid in the smiles across the town's faces.\\
'''Peedee:''' I don't see anyone smiling... You pick up a job to buy a house, or raise kids, or to... [[DaddyIssues impress your dad.]] You work away your life and what does it get you?\\
'''Steven:''' Smiles in faces?\\
'''Peedee:''' No... You get ''cash''. Cash that can't buy back what the job takes... not if you rode every seahorse in the world.
** And then there's [[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nUtwDspj3bk this track]] playing on top of it...

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* Steven's father trying to save his son from being consumed from the cats that are taking over his body. It's especially sad to watch Steven tearfully pleading with his father to help him while his father debates what to do.
-->'''Greg:''' No! I won't do it! It's too dangerous!\\
'''Steven:''' You have to! I'm a monster! [...]\\
'''Greg:''' No, you're not! You're my ''son!''\\
'''Steven:''' ''(The rest of his body is getting covered in cat heads)'' DAD, PLEASE! AAH!

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* Connie breaking into tears as she laments that nobody but her parents would ever notice her disappearing, because she doesn't have any friends.
-->'''Connie:''' Now we're going to suffocate or starve at the bottom of the ocean!! ''And no one but my parents will notice because NOBODY ELSE CARES ABOUT ME!'' ... I'm going to disappear without ever making a single friend. ''(cries)''
** There's even a bit of subtle {{foreshadowing}} of this when she and Steven try to get free from the bubble using a harpoon from a boat:
-->'''Steven:''' You know a lot about boats.
-->'''Connie:''' That's what happen when you hang out at the beach, and don't swim and don't have friends. You look at boats.

[[AC:"Serious Steven"]]
* Near the end, with Steven blaming himself for trapping them in the dungeon. (He touched something he shouldn't have.) He says it's "just like the teacups" with him wanting to do something and everyone paying for it when it all falls apart. This led to a EurekaMoment, though, so it's not all bad.

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* Several for Steven, such as accidentally making Lars cry by getting too "in character", then being told by Amethyst that [[InnocentlyInsensitive he's a bad person]], but some for Amethyst as well, such as the fact that she feels so controlled and unable to do anything she wants. And, and worst of all, we learn that despite her overwhelming self-assuredness, [[BeneathTheMask she really does take all the criticisms Pearl and Garnet give her to heart.]]
-->'''Amethyst:''' Listen, Steven. You can't let ''anyone'' make you feel like ''garbage''.\\
'''Steven:''' ... is that how ''you'' feel?\\
'''Amethyst:''' ''*muttering*'' I only feel how I ''wanna'' feel.

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* Steven thinking the Lion only followed him home to get the Desert Glass back. Becomes a SugarWiki/{{Heartwarming Moment|s}} when it's revealed that the Lion actually came back to ''protect'' them from the Desert Glass, not merely to take it back.
* Although not made clear the first time around, Garnet's "We kept Amethyst" joke, which seems to be completely innocent to her, is a lot harsher once you know the details of "On The Run."

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* Something of a subtle one, but Amethyst mentions early in the episode that they never fuse into Opal these days because Pearl is "no fun anymore." Makes you wonder if they used to be close and something happened in the past to create a rift between them. (In the flashback of ''Story for Steven'' they certainly seem to be a lot closer, with Pearl often carrying a more childlike Amethyst around.)
* And why does Steven want to see a giant woman so badly in the first place? Because his ''mom'' was a giant woman.

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* [[SincerityMode Warning: This is considered]] ''the'' [[SincerityMode definitive tearjerker episode of the series thus far.]] The huge MoodWhiplash that happens halfway through the episode doesn't help.
* Steven getting depressed because he realizes he's too old for kid-style birthday parties. It gets so bad that he causes himself to age up (through Gem magic) due to feeling old and eventually turns into an old man.
* The other Gems discover Steven's state, and realize that since he's half-human, the danger of dying from old age exists. They try to don Steven in the king costume, in hopes that it will make him feel young again. It doesn't work.
-->'''Amethyst:''' Good as new! [[OhCrap ... Right?]]\\
'''Steven:''' Thanks, guys... but it looks like this suit's all out of birthday magic. We had a good run, huh...? ''(continues to age)''\\
'''Garnet:''' ''(gasping anxiously)'' [[NotSoStoic More birthdays.]] ''[[NotSoStoic Now.]]''
* Watching all of the Gems desperately attempt to de-age Steven after he accidentally ages himself up to a state of near-death. Each of them tries their own way of bringing him back to his childish old self and fails, and for the first time we get a glimpse of how they'll actually react if (and when, given that they're immortal and Steven isn't, (or at least technically speaking, since Steven could theoretically live forever so long as he doesn't think of himself as old,)) Steven meets his demise. Seeing them all fall apart and be reduced to tears is just heartbreaking. Even [[TheStoic Garnet]] was crying.
* Pearl's rapid breakdown is uncomfortably heartrending to watch and is the most emotional out of the three older Gems, considering that she acts the most like a mother to him. Even worse when you consider that from her point of view, it's like a parent [[OutlivingOnesOffspring having to watch their child die]] [[AdultFear while completely helpless to save them.]] She tears up right away and is unable to even look at Steven when he's aged up until Amethyst physically moves her into position. She dressed as a clown, and tried to redo Steven's pie gag, albeit in slightly [[SesquipedalianLoquaciousness more well spoken]] manner. She was crying the whole time, her tears leaking down her long nose and face, probably soaking the pie.
-->''Gems can't die from aging... but he's half-human...''
** It all becomes even harsher in hindsight when you realize that not only is someone precious to the Gems dying but he's the last bit of [[TeamMom Rose]] they have left, so in a way they're losing two people.
*** Even worse when you remember that Rose died giving birth to Steven-the Gems were very likely re-living the trauma of her death.
* Garnet, out of desperation, attempts to cure Steven by violently shaking him, getting Amethyst and Pearl mad at her and they start fighting.
-->''I thought [[ViolenceReallyIsTheAnswer violence would be the answer.]]''
* Then there's this bit:
-->'''Steven:''' But I wasted your time! ''(turning old)'' We all have such little time...

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* It's extremely brief, but when Pearl mentions that Rose is "gone", her voice cracks a little and she has a sad/uncomfortable expression on her face.
* When Lars criticizes Rose Quartz for planting the moss that's attacking the cool kids by calling her a "weird mom", it is honestly the first time Steven gets outright furious.
-->'''Steven:''' What do ''you'' know about my mom?! '''''[[MissingMom I]]'' [[MissingMom DIDN'T EVEN GET TO KNOW MY MOM!!!]]''' But I do know she saw beauty in everything, even in stuff like [this moss], and EVEN IN JERKS LIKE ''YOU''!
* Right after his outburst, Lars sees Steven's shocked face and realizes he said something he shouldn't have. Lars had just insulted one of the few people who are actually nice to him and its that moment that he knew he screwed up badly. Thankfully, Steven's forgiving personality allows him to not have a grudge over such insults.

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* Steven watching Pearl get stabbed through the gut, then disappear. The little guy's heart seemed broken. It got okay, though... sorta. For a while he thinks it was his fault she got stabbed because he was distracting her, making him feel worse. For a few seconds, he thought he ''killed'' her.
* Just before she disappears, Pearl realizes that Steven's essentially watching her die and tries desperately to comfort him, but disintegrates before she can finish. Good thing Garnet and Amethyst were there to tell him she'd be alright, or it probably would've [[BreakTheCutie broken him completely.]]
* Steven missing hanging out with Pearl.
-->"How long are you gonna make me wait, Pearl?"
* Steven tends to Pearl's gem the entire two weeks and carries it with him when he watches a movie. He even tries to get her hologram to act like her, to no avail. You can tell he ''really'' misses her.
* The house is a mess, as Steven mentions that Pearl isn't around to help him clean up. It's a depressing visual reminder of her absence.
* As Steven watches ''[[ShowWithinAShow Lonely Blade V]]'', he has a flashback of Pearl being stabbed. His eyes fill with tears, and he probably would've started crying if Holo-Pearl hadn't destroyed the TV.

[[AC:"Lion 2: The Movie"]]
* Connie feels as if she doesn't belong in Steven's world after seeing all the magical things he's involved in. He thinks it's his fault that she feels this way and he gets miserable about always screwing things up.
** Connie generally shows some heavy self-esteem problems. From mentioning that only her parents would care if she was gone in her debut episode to pretty much beating herself down over being "too normal" in this episode. It can be pretty hard to watch for those familiar with these feelings.

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* This is another episode that draws attention to the fact that, as guardians of the universe, the Gems just can't always spend time with Steven when he wants them to. It isn't anyone's fault, but Steven being sad and angered by this hits pretty close to home for anyone who has parents/older siblings that are rarely home. They themselves feel guilty about it, but there's nothing they can do.
* After a good chunk of being stuck in a creepy, Silent Hill-esque fake Beach City, Steven finally realizes, with tears in his eyes, that what he really wants is to be with the Gems.
%%* "What ''do'' you want, Steven?"

[[AC:"Coach Steven"]]
* The entire episode is a massive BreakTheCutie moment for Pearl. Her warnings towards her teammates is ignored, Steven starts looking up to Sugilite over her, and she hits her HeroicBSOD when Sugilite starts attacking the temple ground after losing control of herself, breaking down into tears when she thinks she's not strong enough to protect anyone.
* Pearl kneeling down before Sugilite, distraught that she couldn't save her teammates.
-->''"I'm sorry. Steven, Garnet, and Amethyst. I wasn't strong enough to protect you. I'm not strong enough to do ''anything.''"''
* The song Pearl sings is a very melancholy one as she worries about Steven not understanding that real strength isn't necessarily the ability to cause lots of damage and destruction. Even worse, the way she avoids admitting that she's jealous of Steven's admiration of Sugilite makes it all the more obvious that she is, and the song just really drives the point home that Steven is ''everything'' to her, and hearing how upset she is over him is heartbreaking.
* It's a bit hard watching Sugilite's ruthless [[NoHoldsBarredBeatdown beatdown]] on Pearl, ESPECIALLY when you keep in mind that that's Amethyst and Garnet. Her ''own teammates'' and very good friends. Laying the smackdown on her and calling her "nothing". Just because of a bad temper.
** And poor Steven at first has no idea what or why is happening when Sugilite gets back and starts to wreck everything.

[[AC:"Joking Victim"]]
* The ''absolute devastation'' on Sadie's face when she finds out Lars lied to her about being hurt in order to skip work. She feels incredibly betrayed, and it shows. Considering her story about the night she spent with Lars, her line "You calling me your Player Two, is that your way of saying I could have been anyone?" hits hard.
* Sadie's confrontation of Lars at the end. Might be made worse by the fact that Lars never did technically apologize and Sadie just goes right back to helping him.

[[AC:"Steven and the Stevens"]]
* Pearl clearly has a hysterical mental breakdown when she sees a giant wave descending on Steven and she's moments away from witnessing his death. It's very clear that her mind is in a fragile position after the loss of Rose and it won't survive losing Steven too.
* The demise of Steven's time-clones.
* When all the alternative timeline Stevens are fighting one is holding his hurt arm and crying, probably with no idea what was happening, just hurt and scared.
** Just the mere ''image'' of a Steven crying, showing how young he really is, has a surprising impact. And the two Stevens that may've been fighting him and/or eachother just look completely unsure on how to deal with the situation.

[[AC:"Monster Buddies"]]
* The Gems trying to defend Steven from the freaked out Centipeetle, while Steven begs them to stop. But the Centipeetle keeps freaking out, so they can't.
* The way they keep striking the Centipeetle away, even though it seems that she's just trying to get to Steven is very hard to watch because we've come to view her as a wild, but affectionate animal. It just feels like witnessing abuse, ''especially'' with Steven pleading frantically with the Gems in the background.
* When Steven tries to calm the Centipeetle down, he walks towards her slowly, crying, while the Centipeetle backs away from him. This causes Steven to beg her to remember the good times they've had. He then hugs her while ignoring the pain of her corrosive saliva.
* The Centipeetle ends up [[HeroicSacrifice pushing Steven out of the way of a falling stalactite. She gets killed instead.]]
* A lot of the interactions with Centipeetle become this when put into the context of the revelation in Ocean Gem. Steven's not training it, he's more than likely reaching the lost vestiges of humanity of a corrupted Gem.

[[AC:"An Indirect Kiss"]]
* Pearl all but having a nervous breakdown due to her worrying about Amethyst, and (unwittingly) revealing how lost she feels without Rose Quartz's guidance.
* As of this episode, Steven's real feelings towards his mom are revealed: he actually doesn't know what to think about her because he never met her before. Worse, he demonstrates quite a bit of insecurity towards the fact that he's afraid of not being able to live up to the kind of Gem that she was. What's more, Connie is in tears after that confession. Just imagine her finding out that her happy go lucky friend, who's always willing to cheer her up, has to deal with such insecurity and conflicted feelings.
* Steven at one point voices his fears over not being able to obtain his Gem powers, and is afraid that will mean he won't be able to spend time with the Crystal Gems anymore. Considering how much they obviously love him, its a bit jarring to see him consider the possibility of them rejecting him.
** "Oh Steven, you don't have healing tears, [[MoodWhiplash you'll never have any real magic powers,]] [[BreakTheCutie and we don't want anything more to do with you."]] Even though Pearl really didn't say that (of course), the look of complete devastation on Steven's face can really hit home for someone who's ever tried really hard to impress someone and is terrified of it being [[YankTheDogsChain all for nothing]].
*** And while it's subtle, the Crystal Gems are more open about their displeasure of Steven not being able to use his healing powers like Rose. While they don't outright blame or belittle him, they are just... less reassuring to Steven than they've been in the past.
* Steven saying that he can't do anything right to a dying Amethyst. And Amethyst's response (which is what starts Steven crying):
-->'''Amethyst:''' ''(broken voice)'' [[CallBack Ha ha... you... care... about... me.]]
* A subtle one in an otherwise cheerful moment is Connie's reaction to Steven accidentally restoring her vision. She doesn't act overjoyed, or thankful, or amazed. Her immediate concern is what she'll say to her parents. Even at the end of the episode, she looks more unsure than anything. And it's not hard to see why: something in her life has just been irrevocably changed by her exposure to magic and her relationship with Steven. Even if the change is good, that's gotta generate some mixed emotions. This is made worse by Steven being too excited about his newfound power to notice or care about Connie's concerns.
* The statue of Rose appearing to be reaching out to Steven when the fountain flows again. The look on Steven's face is what [[http://33.media.tumblr.com/c64ff02bb6b4bfccae8703f4955a9b05/tumblr_nc4lkxMwRC1twfbfro5_250.gif cinches]] it.
* When Pearl notes that the sanctuary is in shambles with Rose gone, she's also talking about the state the Gems (probably herself specifically) are in:
-->'''Pearl:''' Look at them. They're a mess without her guidance. Directionless, pathetic clinging things...

[[AC:"Mirror Gem/Ocean Gem"]]
* Garnet's fury toward Steven becomes a combination of this and NightmareFuel, especially considering how patient she had been with him in the past.
* The fight between Lapis Lazuli and the Gems. They're essentially trying to force a FateWorseThanDeath onto a broken Gem girl who just wants to go back home, because however simple her intentions she's harming everyone in the attempt. It's just a bad scene all around.
--> "See you, Lapis, wherever you are..."
* Lapis' voice is filled with sadness when she begs Steven to leave her alone. She's also in despair when she understands that all the water in the Earth won't be enough to take her back home.
* Lapis Lazuli in general. She was set up to be some sort of [[Series/PowerRangersInSpace Psycho Ranger]], but when she emerged from the mirror, she was revealed to be a sweet girl, albeit irate over being forced into a [[FateWorseThanDeath fate worse]] [[AndIMustScream than death]]. The next day they find her, trying to escape Earth by borrowing the ocean's water to make a tower, defending herself, not to cause damage, but just to distract, while she gets away. When Steven confronts her alone, she is angry and afraid, simply wanting to go home.
* The voicework for Lapis Lazuli is incredibly effective.
--> '''Lapis''': I'm Lapis Lazuli! ''And you can't keep me trapped here '''anymore!''' ''
* The implications of their actions when it's revealed that all the monsters are, in fact, corrupted Gems. They not the last of their kind anymore... to a loose definition, anyways... but are forced to confront people they may have known, or even fought alongside. And in containing them in the temple, they are, at best, doing so in hopes to find a way to heal the corruption that overtook them, and at worst, imprisoning them in a limbo-like prison to keep them from hurting others.
* The moment where Lapis offers Steven to leave with her, only to be turned down is heartbreaking as well. Steven was the only person she met who genuinely liked her and didn't treat and/or use her like an object, so when he sided with the people who trapped her in the first place, she probably viewed it as a personal betrayal. Steven was only trying to protect the Crystal Gems and stop the fight, but he was lucky Lapis didn't try to hurt him the next time they met each other...
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[[AC:"Laser Light Cannon"]]
* Doing triple duty as a SugarWiki/{{Heartwarming Moment|s}} and ThePowerOfLove -- Greg sees a silhouette of Rose in the sky after the Rose Cannon is activated. He whispers, "Rose..." with tears in his eyes. The code phrase to activate the cannon was a dumb saying Greg repeats often enough that even the Crystal Gems know it.
* Only the second episode and we're already hit with depressing backstory and subtext; while giving birth to Steven, Rose had to give up her physical form (AKA die, as in [[DeathbyChildbirth died in childbirth]]). Also, currently, Steven's dad ''lives in a van''.

[[AC:"Together Breakfast"]]
* There is something positively depressing with Steven's efforts in having a simple family meal. There is no doubt that the Gems love him, but they still are ''defenders of humanity'' and Steven doesn't quite grasp what that means yet.

[[AC:"Frybo"]]
* Peedee Fryman's just a kid yet he sounds like a disillusioned adult during his conversation with Steven in the arcade. Someone's not having a happy childhood...
-->'''Peedee:''' ''(riding seahorse ride, sad and bored expression)'' This seahorse used to make me so happy... Now it's just giving me whiplash. I feel like there's just no point to it, you know?\\
'''Steven:''' ''(riding jellyfish ride)'' I just feel tingly!\\
'''Peedee:''' ''(sigh)'' You'll understand when you have a job.\\
'''Steven:''' I ''do'' have a job! I protect humanity from magic and monsters and stuff!\\
'''Peedee:''' I mean a real job that you get paid for.\\
'''Steven:''' I'm paid in the smiles across the town's faces.\\
'''Peedee:''' I don't see anyone smiling... You pick up a job to buy a house, or raise kids, or to... [[DaddyIssues impress your dad.]] You work away your life and what does it get you?\\
'''Steven:''' Smiles in faces?\\
'''Peedee:''' No... You get ''cash''. Cash that can't buy back what the job takes... not if you rode every seahorse in the world.
** And then there's [[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nUtwDspj3bk this track]] playing on top of it...

[[AC:"Cat Fingers"]]
* Steven's father trying to save his son from being consumed from the cats that are taking over his body. It's especially sad to watch Steven tearfully pleading with his father to help him while his father debates what to do.
-->'''Greg:''' No! I won't do it! It's too dangerous!\\
'''Steven:''' You have to! I'm a monster! [...]\\
'''Greg:''' No, you're not! You're my ''son!''\\
'''Steven:''' ''(The rest of his body is getting covered in cat heads)'' DAD, PLEASE! AAH!

[[AC:"Bubble Buddies"]]
* Connie breaking into tears as she laments that nobody but her parents would ever notice her disappearing, because she doesn't have any friends.
-->'''Connie:''' Now we're going to suffocate or starve at the bottom of the ocean!! ''And no one but my parents will notice because NOBODY ELSE CARES ABOUT ME!'' ... I'm going to disappear without ever making a single friend. ''(cries)''
** There's even a bit of subtle {{foreshadowing}} of this when she and Steven try to get free from the bubble using a harpoon from a boat:
-->'''Steven:''' You know a lot about boats.
-->'''Connie:''' That's what happen when you hang out at the beach, and don't swim and don't have friends. You look at boats.

[[AC:"Serious Steven"]]
* Near the end, with Steven blaming himself for trapping them in the dungeon. (He touched something he shouldn't have.) He says it's "just like the teacups" with him wanting to do something and everyone paying for it when it all falls apart. This led to a EurekaMoment, though, so it's not all bad.

[[AC: "Tiger Millionaire"]]
* Several for Steven, such as accidentally making Lars cry by getting too "in character", then being told by Amethyst that [[InnocentlyInsensitive he's a bad person]], but some for Amethyst as well, such as the fact that she feels so controlled and unable to do anything she wants. And, and worst of all, we learn that despite her overwhelming self-assuredness, [[BeneathTheMask she really does take all the criticisms Pearl and Garnet give her to heart.]]
-->'''Amethyst:''' Listen, Steven. You can't let ''anyone'' make you feel like ''garbage''.\\
'''Steven:''' ... is that how ''you'' feel?\\
'''Amethyst:''' ''*muttering*'' I only feel how I ''wanna'' feel.

[[AC:"Steven's Lion"]]
* Steven thinking the Lion only followed him home to get the Desert Glass back. Becomes a SugarWiki/{{Heartwarming Moment|s}} when it's revealed that the Lion actually came back to ''protect'' them from the Desert Glass, not merely to take it back.
* Although not made clear the first time around, Garnet's "We kept Amethyst" joke, which seems to be completely innocent to her, is a lot harsher once you know the details of "On The Run."

[[AC:"Giant Woman"]]
* Something of a subtle one, but Amethyst mentions early in the episode that they never fuse into Opal these days because Pearl is "no fun anymore." Makes you wonder if they used to be close and something happened in the past to create a rift between them. (In the flashback of ''Story for Steven'' they certainly seem to be a lot closer, with Pearl often carrying a more childlike Amethyst around.)
* And why does Steven want to see a giant woman so badly in the first place? Because his ''mom'' was a giant woman.

[[AC:"So Many Birthdays"]]
* [[SincerityMode Warning: This is considered]] ''the'' [[SincerityMode definitive tearjerker episode of the series thus far.]] The huge MoodWhiplash that happens halfway through the episode doesn't help.
* Steven getting depressed because he realizes he's too old for kid-style birthday parties. It gets so bad that he causes himself to age up (through Gem magic) due to feeling old and eventually turns into an old man.
* The other Gems discover Steven's state, and realize that since he's half-human, the danger of dying from old age exists. They try to don Steven in the king costume, in hopes that it will make him feel young again. It doesn't work.
-->'''Amethyst:''' Good as new! [[OhCrap ... Right?]]\\
'''Steven:''' Thanks, guys... but it looks like this suit's all out of birthday magic. We had a good run, huh...? ''(continues to age)''\\
'''Garnet:''' ''(gasping anxiously)'' [[NotSoStoic More birthdays.]] ''[[NotSoStoic Now.]]''
* Watching all of the Gems desperately attempt to de-age Steven after he accidentally ages himself up to a state of near-death. Each of them tries their own way of bringing him back to his childish old self and fails, and for the first time we get a glimpse of how they'll actually react if (and when, given that they're immortal and Steven isn't, (or at least technically speaking, since Steven could theoretically live forever so long as he doesn't think of himself as old,)) Steven meets his demise. Seeing them all fall apart and be reduced to tears is just heartbreaking. Even [[TheStoic Garnet]] was crying.
* Pearl's rapid breakdown is uncomfortably heartrending to watch and is the most emotional out of the three older Gems, considering that she acts the most like a mother to him. Even worse when you consider that from her point of view, it's like a parent [[OutlivingOnesOffspring having to watch their child die]] [[AdultFear while completely helpless to save them.]] She tears up right away and is unable to even look at Steven when he's aged up until Amethyst physically moves her into position. She dressed as a clown, and tried to redo Steven's pie gag, albeit in slightly [[SesquipedalianLoquaciousness more well spoken]] manner. She was crying the whole time, her tears leaking down her long nose and face, probably soaking the pie.
-->''Gems can't die from aging... but he's half-human...''
** It all becomes even harsher in hindsight when you realize that not only is someone precious to the Gems dying but he's the last bit of [[TeamMom Rose]] they have left, so in a way they're losing two people.
*** Even worse when you remember that Rose died giving birth to Steven-the Gems were very likely re-living the trauma of her death.
* Garnet, out of desperation, attempts to cure Steven by violently shaking him, getting Amethyst and Pearl mad at her and they start fighting.
-->''I thought [[ViolenceReallyIsTheAnswer violence would be the answer.]]''
* Then there's this bit:
-->'''Steven:''' But I wasted your time! ''(turning old)'' We all have such little time...

[[AC:"Lars and the Cool Kids"]]
* It's extremely brief, but when Pearl mentions that Rose is "gone", her voice cracks a little and she has a sad/uncomfortable expression on her face.
* When Lars criticizes Rose Quartz for planting the moss that's attacking the cool kids by calling her a "weird mom", it is honestly the first time Steven gets outright furious.
-->'''Steven:''' What do ''you'' know about my mom?! '''''[[MissingMom I]]'' [[MissingMom DIDN'T EVEN GET TO KNOW MY MOM!!!]]''' But I do know she saw beauty in everything, even in stuff like [this moss], and EVEN IN JERKS LIKE ''YOU''!
* Right after his outburst, Lars sees Steven's shocked face and realizes he said something he shouldn't have. Lars had just insulted one of the few people who are actually nice to him and its that moment that he knew he screwed up badly. Thankfully, Steven's forgiving personality allows him to not have a grudge over such insults.

[[AC:"Steven the Swordfighter"]]
* Steven watching Pearl get stabbed through the gut, then disappear. The little guy's heart seemed broken. It got okay, though... sorta. For a while he thinks it was his fault she got stabbed because he was distracting her, making him feel worse. For a few seconds, he thought he ''killed'' her.
* Just before she disappears, Pearl realizes that Steven's essentially watching her die and tries desperately to comfort him, but disintegrates before she can finish. Good thing Garnet and Amethyst were there to tell him she'd be alright, or it probably would've [[BreakTheCutie broken him completely.]]
* Steven missing hanging out with Pearl.
-->"How long are you gonna make me wait, Pearl?"
* Steven tends to Pearl's gem the entire two weeks and carries it with him when he watches a movie. He even tries to get her hologram to act like her, to no avail. You can tell he ''really'' misses her.
* The house is a mess, as Steven mentions that Pearl isn't around to help him clean up. It's a depressing visual reminder of her absence.
* As Steven watches ''[[ShowWithinAShow Lonely Blade V]]'', he has a flashback of Pearl being stabbed. His eyes fill with tears, and he probably would've started crying if Holo-Pearl hadn't destroyed the TV.

[[AC:"Lion 2: The Movie"]]
* Connie feels as if she doesn't belong in Steven's world after seeing all the magical things he's involved in. He thinks it's his fault that she feels this way and he gets miserable about always screwing things up.
** Connie generally shows some heavy self-esteem problems. From mentioning that only her parents would care if she was gone in her debut episode to pretty much beating herself down over being "too normal" in this episode. It can be pretty hard to watch for those familiar with these feelings.

[[AC:"Rose's Room"]]
* This is another episode that draws attention to the fact that, as guardians of the universe, the Gems just can't always spend time with Steven when he wants them to. It isn't anyone's fault, but Steven being sad and angered by this hits pretty close to home for anyone who has parents/older siblings that are rarely home. They themselves feel guilty about it, but there's nothing they can do.
* After a good chunk of being stuck in a creepy, Silent Hill-esque fake Beach City, Steven finally realizes, with tears in his eyes, that what he really wants is to be with the Gems.
%%* "What ''do'' you want, Steven?"

[[AC:"Coach Steven"]]
* The entire episode is a massive BreakTheCutie moment for Pearl. Her warnings towards her teammates is ignored, Steven starts looking up to Sugilite over her, and she hits her HeroicBSOD when Sugilite starts attacking the temple ground after losing control of herself, breaking down into tears when she thinks she's not strong enough to protect anyone.
* Pearl kneeling down before Sugilite, distraught that she couldn't save her teammates.
-->''"I'm sorry. Steven, Garnet, and Amethyst. I wasn't strong enough to protect you. I'm not strong enough to do ''anything.''"''
* The song Pearl sings is a very melancholy one as she worries about Steven not understanding that real strength isn't necessarily the ability to cause lots of damage and destruction. Even worse, the way she avoids admitting that she's jealous of Steven's admiration of Sugilite makes it all the more obvious that she is, and the song just really drives the point home that Steven is ''everything'' to her, and hearing how upset she is over him is heartbreaking.
* It's a bit hard watching Sugilite's ruthless [[NoHoldsBarredBeatdown beatdown]] on Pearl, ESPECIALLY when you keep in mind that that's Amethyst and Garnet. Her ''own teammates'' and very good friends. Laying the smackdown on her and calling her "nothing". Just because of a bad temper.
** And poor Steven at first has no idea what or why is happening when Sugilite gets back and starts to wreck everything.

[[AC:"Joking Victim"]]
* The ''absolute devastation'' on Sadie's face when she finds out Lars lied to her about being hurt in order to skip work. She feels incredibly betrayed, and it shows. Considering her story about the night she spent with Lars, her line "You calling me your Player Two, is that your way of saying I could have been anyone?" hits hard.
* Sadie's confrontation of Lars at the end. Might be made worse by the fact that Lars never did technically apologize and Sadie just goes right back to helping him.

[[AC:"Steven and the Stevens"]]
* Pearl clearly has a hysterical mental breakdown when she sees a giant wave descending on Steven and she's moments away from witnessing his death. It's very clear that her mind is in a fragile position after the loss of Rose and it won't survive losing Steven too.
* The demise of Steven's time-clones.
* When all the alternative timeline Stevens are fighting one is holding his hurt arm and crying, probably with no idea what was happening, just hurt and scared.
** Just the mere ''image'' of a Steven crying, showing how young he really is, has a surprising impact. And the two Stevens that may've been fighting him and/or eachother just look completely unsure on how to deal with the situation.

[[AC:"Monster Buddies"]]
* The Gems trying to defend Steven from the freaked out Centipeetle, while Steven begs them to stop. But the Centipeetle keeps freaking out, so they can't.
* The way they keep striking the Centipeetle away, even though it seems that she's just trying to get to Steven is very hard to watch because we've come to view her as a wild, but affectionate animal. It just feels like witnessing abuse, ''especially'' with Steven pleading frantically with the Gems in the background.
* When Steven tries to calm the Centipeetle down, he walks towards her slowly, crying, while the Centipeetle backs away from him. This causes Steven to beg her to remember the good times they've had. He then hugs her while ignoring the pain of her corrosive saliva.
* The Centipeetle ends up [[HeroicSacrifice pushing Steven out of the way of a falling stalactite. She gets killed instead.]]
* A lot of the interactions with Centipeetle become this when put into the context of the revelation in Ocean Gem. Steven's not training it, he's more than likely reaching the lost vestiges of humanity of a corrupted Gem.

[[AC:"An Indirect Kiss"]]
* Pearl all but having a nervous breakdown due to her worrying about Amethyst, and (unwittingly) revealing how lost she feels without Rose Quartz's guidance.
* As of this episode, Steven's real feelings towards his mom are revealed: he actually doesn't know what to think about her because he never met her before. Worse, he demonstrates quite a bit of insecurity towards the fact that he's afraid of not being able to live up to the kind of Gem that she was. What's more, Connie is in tears after that confession. Just imagine her finding out that her happy go lucky friend, who's always willing to cheer her up, has to deal with such insecurity and conflicted feelings.
* Steven at one point voices his fears over not being able to obtain his Gem powers, and is afraid that will mean he won't be able to spend time with the Crystal Gems anymore. Considering how much they obviously love him, its a bit jarring to see him consider the possibility of them rejecting him.
** "Oh Steven, you don't have healing tears, [[MoodWhiplash you'll never have any real magic powers,]] [[BreakTheCutie and we don't want anything more to do with you."]] Even though Pearl really didn't say that (of course), the look of complete devastation on Steven's face can really hit home for someone who's ever tried really hard to impress someone and is terrified of it being [[YankTheDogsChain all for nothing]].
*** And while it's subtle, the Crystal Gems are more open about their displeasure of Steven not being able to use his healing powers like Rose. While they don't outright blame or belittle him, they are just... less reassuring to Steven than they've been in the past.
* Steven saying that he can't do anything right to a dying Amethyst. And Amethyst's response (which is what starts Steven crying):
-->'''Amethyst:''' ''(broken voice)'' [[CallBack Ha ha... you... care... about... me.]]
* A subtle one in an otherwise cheerful moment is Connie's reaction to Steven accidentally restoring her vision. She doesn't act overjoyed, or thankful, or amazed. Her immediate concern is what she'll say to her parents. Even at the end of the episode, she looks more unsure than anything. And it's not hard to see why: something in her life has just been irrevocably changed by her exposure to magic and her relationship with Steven. Even if the change is good, that's gotta generate some mixed emotions. This is made worse by Steven being too excited about his newfound power to notice or care about Connie's concerns.
* The statue of Rose appearing to be reaching out to Steven when the fountain flows again. The look on Steven's face is what [[http://33.media.tumblr.com/c64ff02bb6b4bfccae8703f4955a9b05/tumblr_nc4lkxMwRC1twfbfro5_250.gif cinches]] it.
* When Pearl notes that the sanctuary is in shambles with Rose gone, she's also talking about the state the Gems (probably herself specifically) are in:
-->'''Pearl:''' Look at them. They're a mess without her guidance. Directionless, pathetic clinging things...

[[AC:"Mirror Gem/Ocean Gem"]]
* Garnet's fury toward Steven becomes a combination of this and NightmareFuel, especially considering how patient she had been with him in the past.
* The fight between Lapis Lazuli and the Gems. They're essentially trying to force a FateWorseThanDeath onto a broken Gem girl who just wants to go back home, because however simple her intentions she's harming everyone in the attempt. It's just a bad scene all around.
--> "See you, Lapis, wherever you are..."
* Lapis' voice is filled with sadness when she begs Steven to leave her alone. She's also in despair when she understands that all the water in the Earth won't be enough to take her back home.
* Lapis Lazuli in general. She was set up to be some sort of [[Series/PowerRangersInSpace Psycho Ranger]], but when she emerged from the mirror, she was revealed to be a sweet girl, albeit irate over being forced into a [[FateWorseThanDeath fate worse]] [[AndIMustScream than death]]. The next day they find her, trying to escape Earth by borrowing the ocean's water to make a tower, defending herself, not to cause damage, but just to distract, while she gets away. When Steven confronts her alone, she is angry and afraid, simply wanting to go home.
* The voicework for Lapis Lazuli is incredibly effective.
--> '''Lapis''': I'm Lapis Lazuli! ''And you can't keep me trapped here '''anymore!''' ''
* The implications of their actions when it's revealed that all the monsters are, in fact, corrupted Gems. They not the last of their kind anymore... to a loose definition, anyways... but are forced to confront people they may have known, or even fought alongside. And in containing them in the temple, they are, at best, doing so in hopes to find a way to heal the corruption that overtook them, and at worst, imprisoning them in a limbo-like prison to keep them from hurting others.
* The moment where Lapis offers Steven to leave with her, only to be turned down is heartbreaking as well. Steven was the only person she met who genuinely liked her and didn't treat and/or use her like an object, so when he sided with the people who trapped her in the first place, she probably viewed it as a personal betrayal. Steven was only trying to protect the Crystal Gems and stop the fight, but he was lucky Lapis didn't try to hurt him the next time they met each other...
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[[AC:"House Guest"]]
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[[AC:"Space Race"]]

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--> '''Pearl''': ''I will show it to you...''

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--> '''Pearl''': -->'''Pearl''': ''I will show it to you...''



[[AC:"Secret Team"]]

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[[AC:"Secret Team"]][[AC:Secret Team]]



--> '''Garnet''': So, you two can't get along unless it looks like I'm going to kill you.

[[AC:"Island Adventure"]]

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--> '''Garnet''': -->'''Garnet''': So, you two can't get along unless it looks like I'm going to kill you.

[[AC:"Island Adventure"]][[AC:Island Adventure]]



--> '''Lars''': ''Sadie... do you ever get lonely, even when you're around people?''

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[[AC: "Keep Beach City Weird"]]

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[[AC: "Keep [[AC:Keep Beach City Weird"]]Weird]]



[[AC:"Fusion Cuisine"]]

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[[AC:"Watermelon Steven"]]

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[[AC:"Lion 3: Straight To Video"]]

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[[AC:"Lion [[AC:Lion 3: Straight To Video"]]Video]]



[[AC:"Warp Tour"]]

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[[AC:"Alone Together"]]

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[[AC:"The Test"]]

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[[AC:"Future Vision"]]

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[[AC: "On The Run"]]

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[[AC: "On [[AC:On The Run"]]Run]]
* While it starts as cheery, the titular song quickly turns sad once Amethyst starts to sing.
** The second-to-last like, "but home's a place that I have never known", is sung by Amethyst and Steven together. Amethyst is confused due to being a gem made on Earth, and Steven is often stuck between being a Gem and a human.



--> '''Amethyst''': I never asked for it to be this way! I NEVER ASKED TO BE MADE! [''[[BerserkerTears tears run down her face]]'']\\

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--> '''Amethyst''': I'm not gonna let you stand there and remind me of everything I ''hate about myself''!

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--> '''Amethyst''': -->'''Amethyst''': I'm not gonna let you stand there and remind me of everything I ''hate about myself''!




[[AC:"Horror Club"]]

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\n[[AC:"Horror Club"]]** The line itself ("I NEVER ASKED TO BE MADE!") can be interpreted as coming from a person who learns that their birth was an accident.

[[AC:Horror Club]]



[[AC:"Winter Forecast"]]

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[[AC:"Maximum Capacity"]]

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* Greg and Amethyst's fight, near the end of the episode. Both parties are holding a lot of inner pain, but Amethyst crosses it by Shapeshifting into Rose, just to mess with Greg, even after he told her that BASIC shape shifting really makes him uncomfortable. Greg's freaking out, and Amethyst holding some level of contempt for Greg for feeling like he stole Rose makes the whole thing really upsetting. Steven then walks in and chews both parties out. It's implied a similar incident is what caused Greg and Amethyst to stop hanging out.

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* Greg and Amethyst's fight, near the end of the episode. Both parties are holding a lot of inner pain, but Amethyst [[KickTheDog crosses it it]] by Shapeshifting into Rose, ''Rose'', just to mess with Greg, even after he told her that BASIC shape shifting really makes him uncomfortable. Greg's freaking out, and Amethyst holding some level of contempt for Greg for feeling like he stole Rose makes the whole thing really upsetting. Steven then walks in and chews both parties out. It's implied a similar incident is what caused Greg and Amethyst to stop hanging out.




[[AC:"Marble Madness"]]

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\n[[AC:"Marble Madness"]]** It can also be interpreted as this: by seeing Steven, Amethyst [[HeelRealization realizes]] that had Rose Quartz seen her bullying Greg so shamelessly, Rose would be [[WhatTheHellHero terribly disappointed]].

[[AC:Marble Madness]]



[[AC:"Rose's Scabbard"]]

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** So much worse in hindsight. Pearl wasn't exaggerating when she talked about being the closest to Rose; for millennia, she was forced to keep silent about Rose being Pink Diamond, and watched thousands of gems pay the price because of it. Being Rose's sole confidant, Pearl bore the guilt of the hundreds of gems that were either shattered or corrupted as a consequence of her complicity in Rose's plan, not to mention the extreme PTSD she's plagued with as a result of watching her friends die on the battlefield (which she simultaneously confronted as a possibility for herself). She did all of that for Rose, so it would be fair to suppose that a small pay-off would be acting as Rose's greatest ally and best friend. Of course she would lose it when realizing that Rose didn't feel the same way about all the sacrifices she made, to the point where she's willing to break her sacred promise to Rose to never reveal the truth about herself because she was still bitter over the fact that Rose was ''still'' keeping secrets from her (such as Bismuth's betrayal), even if she couldn't handle it. In short, Pearl tolerated the burden Rose/Pink placed on her for thousands of years just for her, only for her to begin losing her patience with her former master when she wouldn't tell her everything.
** The first time Pearl covered her mouth in this episode shows that she felt so betrayed by Rose keeping secrets from her, she felt her biggest secret didn't matter to her that she considered telling Steven about it when he insists, "you have to tell me what's wrong", but couldn't show him Rose's true identity. Sure, she got over it, but then two seasons later, it's revealed she kept yet another secret from Pearl, Bismuth's betrayal, which proves to be the last straw. Pearl covering her mouth more frequently starting from "Back to the Moon" after discovering this shows how she's become more desperate trying to tell someone about it because she thinks her role as confidant didn't matter anymore.



'''Pearl:''' What do ''you'' know! YOU'VE NEVER EVEN ''MET HER!''

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'''Pearl:''' What do How would ''you'' know! YOU'VE know?! YOU NEVER EVEN ''MET HER!''



[[AC:"Open Book"]]

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[[AC:"Shirt Club"]]

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[[AC:"Story For Steven"]]

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[[AC:"The Message"]]

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[[AC:"Political Power"]]

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[[AC:"The Return"]]

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[[AC:"Jail Break"]]

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* Doing triple duty as a [[SugarWiki/HeartwarmingMoments heartwarming moment]] and ThePowerOfLove -- Greg sees a silhouette of Rose in the sky after the Rose Cannon is activated. He whispers, "Rose..." with tears in his eyes. The code phrase to activate the cannon was a dumb saying Greg repeats often enough that even the Crystal Gems know it.

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* Doing triple duty as a [[SugarWiki/HeartwarmingMoments heartwarming moment]] SugarWiki/{{Heartwarming Moment|s}} and ThePowerOfLove -- Greg sees a silhouette of Rose in the sky after the Rose Cannon is activated. He whispers, "Rose..." with tears in his eyes. The code phrase to activate the cannon was a dumb saying Greg repeats often enough that even the Crystal Gems know it.



* Steven thinking the Lion only followed him home to get the Desert Glass back. Becomes a {{Heartwarming Moment|s}} when it's revealed that the Lion actually came back to ''protect'' them from the Desert Glass, not merely to take it back.

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* Steven thinking the Lion only followed him home to get the Desert Glass back. Becomes a {{Heartwarming SugarWiki/{{Heartwarming Moment|s}} when it's revealed that the Lion actually came back to ''protect'' them from the Desert Glass, not merely to take it back.
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[[AC:"Laser Light Cannon"]]
* Doing triple duty as a [[SugarWiki/HeartwarmingMoments heartwarming moment]] and ThePowerOfLove -- Greg sees a silhouette of Rose in the sky after the Rose Cannon is activated. He whispers, "Rose..." with tears in his eyes. The code phrase to activate the cannon was a dumb saying Greg repeats often enough that even the Crystal Gems know it.
* Only the second episode and we're already hit with depressing backstory and subtext; while giving birth to Steven, Rose had to give up her physical form (AKA die, as in [[DeathbyChildbirth died in childbirth]]). Also, currently, Steven's dad ''lives in a van''.

[[AC:"Together Breakfast"]]
* There is something positively depressing with Steven's efforts in having a simple family meal. There is no doubt that the Gems love him, but they still are ''defenders of humanity'' and Steven doesn't quite grasp what that means yet.

[[AC:"Frybo"]]
* Peedee Fryman's just a kid yet he sounds like a disillusioned adult during his conversation with Steven in the arcade. Someone's not having a happy childhood...
-->'''Peedee:''' ''(riding seahorse ride, sad and bored expression)'' This seahorse used to make me so happy... Now it's just giving me whiplash. I feel like there's just no point to it, you know?\\
'''Steven:''' ''(riding jellyfish ride)'' I just feel tingly!\\
'''Peedee:''' ''(sigh)'' You'll understand when you have a job.\\
'''Steven:''' I ''do'' have a job! I protect humanity from magic and monsters and stuff!\\
'''Peedee:''' I mean a real job that you get paid for.\\
'''Steven:''' I'm paid in the smiles across the town's faces.\\
'''Peedee:''' I don't see anyone smiling... You pick up a job to buy a house, or raise kids, or to... [[DaddyIssues impress your dad.]] You work away your life and what does it get you?\\
'''Steven:''' Smiles in faces?\\
'''Peedee:''' No... You get ''cash''. Cash that can't buy back what the job takes... not if you rode every seahorse in the world.
** And then there's [[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nUtwDspj3bk this track]] playing on top of it...

[[AC:"Cat Fingers"]]
* Steven's father trying to save his son from being consumed from the cats that are taking over his body. It's especially sad to watch Steven tearfully pleading with his father to help him while his father debates what to do.
-->'''Greg:''' No! I won't do it! It's too dangerous!\\
'''Steven:''' You have to! I'm a monster! [...]\\
'''Greg:''' No, you're not! You're my ''son!''\\
'''Steven:''' ''(The rest of his body is getting covered in cat heads)'' DAD, PLEASE! AAH!

[[AC:"Bubble Buddies"]]
* Connie breaking into tears as she laments that nobody but her parents would ever notice her disappearing, because she doesn't have any friends.
-->'''Connie:''' Now we're going to suffocate or starve at the bottom of the ocean!! ''And no one but my parents will notice because NOBODY ELSE CARES ABOUT ME!'' ... I'm going to disappear without ever making a single friend. ''(cries)''
** There's even a bit of subtle {{foreshadowing}} of this when she and Steven try to get free from the bubble using a harpoon from a boat:
-->'''Steven:''' You know a lot about boats.
-->'''Connie:''' That's what happen when you hang out at the beach, and don't swim and don't have friends. You look at boats.

[[AC:"Serious Steven"]]
* Near the end, with Steven blaming himself for trapping them in the dungeon. (He touched something he shouldn't have.) He says it's "just like the teacups" with him wanting to do something and everyone paying for it when it all falls apart. This led to a EurekaMoment, though, so it's not all bad.

[[AC: "Tiger Millionaire"]]
* Several for Steven, such as accidentally making Lars cry by getting too "in character", then being told by Amethyst that [[InnocentlyInsensitive he's a bad person]], but some for Amethyst as well, such as the fact that she feels so controlled and unable to do anything she wants. And, and worst of all, we learn that despite her overwhelming self-assuredness, [[BeneathTheMask she really does take all the criticisms Pearl and Garnet give her to heart.]]
-->'''Amethyst:''' Listen, Steven. You can't let ''anyone'' make you feel like ''garbage''.\\
'''Steven:''' ... is that how ''you'' feel?\\
'''Amethyst:''' ''*muttering*'' I only feel how I ''wanna'' feel.

[[AC:"Steven's Lion"]]
* Steven thinking the Lion only followed him home to get the Desert Glass back. Becomes a {{Heartwarming Moment|s}} when it's revealed that the Lion actually came back to ''protect'' them from the Desert Glass, not merely to take it back.
* Although not made clear the first time around, Garnet's "We kept Amethyst" joke, which seems to be completely innocent to her, is a lot harsher once you know the details of "On The Run."

[[AC:"Giant Woman"]]
* Something of a subtle one, but Amethyst mentions early in the episode that they never fuse into Opal these days because Pearl is "no fun anymore." Makes you wonder if they used to be close and something happened in the past to create a rift between them. (In the flashback of ''Story for Steven'' they certainly seem to be a lot closer, with Pearl often carrying a more childlike Amethyst around.)
* And why does Steven want to see a giant woman so badly in the first place? Because his ''mom'' was a giant woman.

[[AC:"So Many Birthdays"]]
* [[SincerityMode Warning: This is considered]] ''the'' [[SincerityMode definitive tearjerker episode of the series thus far.]] The huge MoodWhiplash that happens halfway through the episode doesn't help.
* Steven getting depressed because he realizes he's too old for kid-style birthday parties. It gets so bad that he causes himself to age up (through Gem magic) due to feeling old and eventually turns into an old man.
* The other Gems discover Steven's state, and realize that since he's half-human, the danger of dying from old age exists. They try to don Steven in the king costume, in hopes that it will make him feel young again. It doesn't work.
-->'''Amethyst:''' Good as new! [[OhCrap ... Right?]]\\
'''Steven:''' Thanks, guys... but it looks like this suit's all out of birthday magic. We had a good run, huh...? ''(continues to age)''\\
'''Garnet:''' ''(gasping anxiously)'' [[NotSoStoic More birthdays.]] ''[[NotSoStoic Now.]]''
* Watching all of the Gems desperately attempt to de-age Steven after he accidentally ages himself up to a state of near-death. Each of them tries their own way of bringing him back to his childish old self and fails, and for the first time we get a glimpse of how they'll actually react if (and when, given that they're immortal and Steven isn't, (or at least technically speaking, since Steven could theoretically live forever so long as he doesn't think of himself as old,)) Steven meets his demise. Seeing them all fall apart and be reduced to tears is just heartbreaking. Even [[TheStoic Garnet]] was crying.
* Pearl's rapid breakdown is uncomfortably heartrending to watch and is the most emotional out of the three older Gems, considering that she acts the most like a mother to him. Even worse when you consider that from her point of view, it's like a parent [[OutlivingOnesOffspring having to watch their child die]] [[AdultFear while completely helpless to save them.]] She tears up right away and is unable to even look at Steven when he's aged up until Amethyst physically moves her into position. She dressed as a clown, and tried to redo Steven's pie gag, albeit in slightly [[SesquipedalianLoquaciousness more well spoken]] manner. She was crying the whole time, her tears leaking down her long nose and face, probably soaking the pie.
-->''Gems can't die from aging... but he's half-human...''
** It all becomes even harsher in hindsight when you realize that not only is someone precious to the Gems dying but he's the last bit of [[TeamMom Rose]] they have left, so in a way they're losing two people.
*** Even worse when you remember that Rose died giving birth to Steven-the Gems were very likely re-living the trauma of her death.
* Garnet, out of desperation, attempts to cure Steven by violently shaking him, getting Amethyst and Pearl mad at her and they start fighting.
-->''I thought [[ViolenceReallyIsTheAnswer violence would be the answer.]]''
* Then there's this bit:
-->'''Steven:''' But I wasted your time! ''(turning old)'' We all have such little time...

[[AC:"Lars and the Cool Kids"]]
* It's extremely brief, but when Pearl mentions that Rose is "gone", her voice cracks a little and she has a sad/uncomfortable expression on her face.
* When Lars criticizes Rose Quartz for planting the moss that's attacking the cool kids by calling her a "weird mom", it is honestly the first time Steven gets outright furious.
-->'''Steven:''' What do ''you'' know about my mom?! '''''[[MissingMom I]]'' [[MissingMom DIDN'T EVEN GET TO KNOW MY MOM!!!]]''' But I do know she saw beauty in everything, even in stuff like [this moss], and EVEN IN JERKS LIKE ''YOU''!
* Right after his outburst, Lars sees Steven's shocked face and realizes he said something he shouldn't have. Lars had just insulted one of the few people who are actually nice to him and its that moment that he knew he screwed up badly. Thankfully, Steven's forgiving personality allows him to not have a grudge over such insults.

[[AC:"Steven the Swordfighter"]]
* Steven watching Pearl get stabbed through the gut, then disappear. The little guy's heart seemed broken. It got okay, though... sorta. For a while he thinks it was his fault she got stabbed because he was distracting her, making him feel worse. For a few seconds, he thought he ''killed'' her.
* Just before she disappears, Pearl realizes that Steven's essentially watching her die and tries desperately to comfort him, but disintegrates before she can finish. Good thing Garnet and Amethyst were there to tell him she'd be alright, or it probably would've [[BreakTheCutie broken him completely.]]
* Steven missing hanging out with Pearl.
-->"How long are you gonna make me wait, Pearl?"
* Steven tends to Pearl's gem the entire two weeks and carries it with him when he watches a movie. He even tries to get her hologram to act like her, to no avail. You can tell he ''really'' misses her.
* The house is a mess, as Steven mentions that Pearl isn't around to help him clean up. It's a depressing visual reminder of her absence.
* As Steven watches ''[[ShowWithinAShow Lonely Blade V]]'', he has a flashback of Pearl being stabbed. His eyes fill with tears, and he probably would've started crying if Holo-Pearl hadn't destroyed the TV.

[[AC:"Lion 2: The Movie"]]
* Connie feels as if she doesn't belong in Steven's world after seeing all the magical things he's involved in. He thinks it's his fault that she feels this way and he gets miserable about always screwing things up.
** Connie generally shows some heavy self-esteem problems. From mentioning that only her parents would care if she was gone in her debut episode to pretty much beating herself down over being "too normal" in this episode. It can be pretty hard to watch for those familiar with these feelings.

[[AC:"Rose's Room"]]
* This is another episode that draws attention to the fact that, as guardians of the universe, the Gems just can't always spend time with Steven when he wants them to. It isn't anyone's fault, but Steven being sad and angered by this hits pretty close to home for anyone who has parents/older siblings that are rarely home. They themselves feel guilty about it, but there's nothing they can do.
* After a good chunk of being stuck in a creepy, Silent Hill-esque fake Beach City, Steven finally realizes, with tears in his eyes, that what he really wants is to be with the Gems.
%%* "What ''do'' you want, Steven?"

[[AC:"Coach Steven"]]
* The entire episode is a massive BreakTheCutie moment for Pearl. Her warnings towards her teammates is ignored, Steven starts looking up to Sugilite over her, and she hits her HeroicBSOD when Sugilite starts attacking the temple ground after losing control of herself, breaking down into tears when she thinks she's not strong enough to protect anyone.
* Pearl kneeling down before Sugilite, distraught that she couldn't save her teammates.
-->''"I'm sorry. Steven, Garnet, and Amethyst. I wasn't strong enough to protect you. I'm not strong enough to do ''anything.''"''
* The song Pearl sings is a very melancholy one as she worries about Steven not understanding that real strength isn't necessarily the ability to cause lots of damage and destruction. Even worse, the way she avoids admitting that she's jealous of Steven's admiration of Sugilite makes it all the more obvious that she is, and the song just really drives the point home that Steven is ''everything'' to her, and hearing how upset she is over him is heartbreaking.
* It's a bit hard watching Sugilite's ruthless [[NoHoldsBarredBeatdown beatdown]] on Pearl, ESPECIALLY when you keep in mind that that's Amethyst and Garnet. Her ''own teammates'' and very good friends. Laying the smackdown on her and calling her "nothing". Just because of a bad temper.
** And poor Steven at first has no idea what or why is happening when Sugilite gets back and starts to wreck everything.

[[AC:"Joking Victim"]]
* The ''absolute devastation'' on Sadie's face when she finds out Lars lied to her about being hurt in order to skip work. She feels incredibly betrayed, and it shows. Considering her story about the night she spent with Lars, her line "You calling me your Player Two, is that your way of saying I could have been anyone?" hits hard.
* Sadie's confrontation of Lars at the end. Might be made worse by the fact that Lars never did technically apologize and Sadie just goes right back to helping him.

[[AC:"Steven and the Stevens"]]
* Pearl clearly has a hysterical mental breakdown when she sees a giant wave descending on Steven and she's moments away from witnessing his death. It's very clear that her mind is in a fragile position after the loss of Rose and it won't survive losing Steven too.
* The demise of Steven's time-clones.
* When all the alternative timeline Stevens are fighting one is holding his hurt arm and crying, probably with no idea what was happening, just hurt and scared.
** Just the mere ''image'' of a Steven crying, showing how young he really is, has a surprising impact. And the two Stevens that may've been fighting him and/or eachother just look completely unsure on how to deal with the situation.

[[AC:"Monster Buddies"]]
* The Gems trying to defend Steven from the freaked out Centipeetle, while Steven begs them to stop. But the Centipeetle keeps freaking out, so they can't.
* The way they keep striking the Centipeetle away, even though it seems that she's just trying to get to Steven is very hard to watch because we've come to view her as a wild, but affectionate animal. It just feels like witnessing abuse, ''especially'' with Steven pleading frantically with the Gems in the background.
* When Steven tries to calm the Centipeetle down, he walks towards her slowly, crying, while the Centipeetle backs away from him. This causes Steven to beg her to remember the good times they've had. He then hugs her while ignoring the pain of her corrosive saliva.
* The Centipeetle ends up [[HeroicSacrifice pushing Steven out of the way of a falling stalactite. She gets killed instead.]]
* A lot of the interactions with Centipeetle become this when put into the context of the revelation in Ocean Gem. Steven's not training it, he's more than likely reaching the lost vestiges of humanity of a corrupted Gem.

[[AC:"An Indirect Kiss"]]
* Pearl all but having a nervous breakdown due to her worrying about Amethyst, and (unwittingly) revealing how lost she feels without Rose Quartz's guidance.
* As of this episode, Steven's real feelings towards his mom are revealed: he actually doesn't know what to think about her because he never met her before. Worse, he demonstrates quite a bit of insecurity towards the fact that he's afraid of not being able to live up to the kind of Gem that she was. What's more, Connie is in tears after that confession. Just imagine her finding out that her happy go lucky friend, who's always willing to cheer her up, has to deal with such insecurity and conflicted feelings.
* Steven at one point voices his fears over not being able to obtain his Gem powers, and is afraid that will mean he won't be able to spend time with the Crystal Gems anymore. Considering how much they obviously love him, its a bit jarring to see him consider the possibility of them rejecting him.
** "Oh Steven, you don't have healing tears, [[MoodWhiplash you'll never have any real magic powers,]] [[BreakTheCutie and we don't want anything more to do with you."]] Even though Pearl really didn't say that (of course), the look of complete devastation on Steven's face can really hit home for someone who's ever tried really hard to impress someone and is terrified of it being [[YankTheDogsChain all for nothing]].
*** And while it's subtle, the Crystal Gems are more open about their displeasure of Steven not being able to use his healing powers like Rose. While they don't outright blame or belittle him, they are just... less reassuring to Steven than they've been in the past.
* Steven saying that he can't do anything right to a dying Amethyst. And Amethyst's response (which is what starts Steven crying):
-->'''Amethyst:''' ''(broken voice)'' [[CallBack Ha ha... you... care... about... me.]]
* A subtle one in an otherwise cheerful moment is Connie's reaction to Steven accidentally restoring her vision. She doesn't act overjoyed, or thankful, or amazed. Her immediate concern is what she'll say to her parents. Even at the end of the episode, she looks more unsure than anything. And it's not hard to see why: something in her life has just been irrevocably changed by her exposure to magic and her relationship with Steven. Even if the change is good, that's gotta generate some mixed emotions. This is made worse by Steven being too excited about his newfound power to notice or care about Connie's concerns.
* The statue of Rose appearing to be reaching out to Steven when the fountain flows again. The look on Steven's face is what [[http://33.media.tumblr.com/c64ff02bb6b4bfccae8703f4955a9b05/tumblr_nc4lkxMwRC1twfbfro5_250.gif cinches]] it.
* When Pearl notes that the sanctuary is in shambles with Rose gone, she's also talking about the state the Gems (probably herself specifically) are in:
-->'''Pearl:''' Look at them. They're a mess without her guidance. Directionless, pathetic clinging things...

[[AC:"Mirror Gem/Ocean Gem"]]
* Garnet's fury toward Steven becomes a combination of this and NightmareFuel, especially considering how patient she had been with him in the past.
* The fight between Lapis Lazuli and the Gems. They're essentially trying to force a FateWorseThanDeath onto a broken Gem girl who just wants to go back home, because however simple her intentions she's harming everyone in the attempt. It's just a bad scene all around.
--> "See you, Lapis, wherever you are..."
* Lapis' voice is filled with sadness when she begs Steven to leave her alone. She's also in despair when she understands that all the water in the Earth won't be enough to take her back home.
* Lapis Lazuli in general. She was set up to be some sort of [[Series/PowerRangersInSpace Psycho Ranger]], but when she emerged from the mirror, she was revealed to be a sweet girl, albeit irate over being forced into a [[FateWorseThanDeath fate worse]] [[AndIMustScream than death]]. The next day they find her, trying to escape Earth by borrowing the ocean's water to make a tower, defending herself, not to cause damage, but just to distract, while she gets away. When Steven confronts her alone, she is angry and afraid, simply wanting to go home.
* The voicework for Lapis Lazuli is incredibly effective.
--> '''Lapis''': I'm Lapis Lazuli! ''And you can't keep me trapped here '''anymore!''' ''
* The implications of their actions when it's revealed that all the monsters are, in fact, corrupted Gems. They not the last of their kind anymore... to a loose definition, anyways... but are forced to confront people they may have known, or even fought alongside. And in containing them in the temple, they are, at best, doing so in hopes to find a way to heal the corruption that overtook them, and at worst, imprisoning them in a limbo-like prison to keep them from hurting others.
* The moment where Lapis offers Steven to leave with her, only to be turned down is heartbreaking as well. Steven was the only person she met who genuinely liked her and didn't treat and/or use her like an object, so when he sided with the people who trapped her in the first place, she probably viewed it as a personal betrayal. Steven was only trying to protect the Crystal Gems and stop the fight, but he was lucky Lapis didn't try to hurt him the next time they met each other...
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[[AC:"House Guest"]]
* When Steven cries while arguing with his father, saying that his healing powers finally made him feel like a Crystal Gem, and being worried about not knowing what to do if he couldn't use them.
* After Greg reveals that Steven had indeed healed his leg, and that he'd been faking his injury, Greg mentions doing it because he just wanted to live with his son again. Which, of course, raises plenty of upsetting questions about ''why'' Steven lives with the Gems instead of his father.

[[AC:"Space Race"]]
* Pearl sounds so heartbroken about not being able to return to her home.
--> '''Pearl''': ''I will show it to you...''
* Pearl having to pull back and eject herself and Steven from the rocket when he convinces her that they could get killed in space, because she's both remorseful for dragging Steven into this, and also because her hopes to revisit other worlds have once again been dashed.
* Greg's heartbroken, anguished scream for Steven in the same scene. He thinks he saw his son [[FamilyUnfriendlyDeath die in a rocket ship explosion,]] [[AdultFear far away from him, where he can't protect or protest him.]] And just before this, he is obviously in pure agony when Pearl goofily mentions that she and Steven will be back in about 50 years, seeing that there is a real chance he will ''die'' before his only child comes back. Add that to the fact that Pearl convinced Steven to go with her to test the ship when Greg told him not to go just a couple of hours ago, and you have the ultimate parent's nightmare.

[[AC:"Secret Team"]]
* A good portion of the episode consists of Amethyst and Pearl arguing, with Steven desperately trying to make them get along so they can keep the "Secret Team" together (much like "Giant Woman"). The two only apologize and admit their mistakes when it looks like they're about to be crushed by a rogue Gem limb (actually Garnet).
--> '''Garnet''': So, you two can't get along unless it looks like I'm going to kill you.

[[AC:"Island Adventure"]]
* Lars' breakdown. The guy may be a jerk, but the way he goes from screaming and raging over his phone to crying in despair and inelegant blubbering over the group's situation is heartbreaking. His delivery makes it even more sad when he reaches out to Sadie.
--> '''Lars''': ''Sadie... do you ever get lonely, even when you're around people?''
* Lars and Steven finding out what really happened to the Warp Pad.
* With this episode and "Joking Victim", the state of Sadie and Lars' relationship seem to be deteriorating as the series progresses.

[[AC: "Keep Beach City Weird"]]
* Peedee's reactions to Ronaldo's delusions, especially after he knocks Steven out and ties him up in the lighthouse for diagnosis, paying witness to both of these scenes, and even having to film the latter. He looks genuinely terrified and traumatized about what his brother is up to.
* Ronaldo is basically delusional, but he's so lost when his "snake people" conspiracy theory is disproved that Peedee makes up a new conspiracy for him to obsess over, just so he would be happier that way.

[[AC:"Fusion Cuisine"]]
* Steven calling Connie out for repeatedly lying to her parents about not only him and his family, but how she still uses her glasses even though Steven healed her eyes. Steven comes to the conclusion that Connie is ashamed of him, but Connie says it's because she doesn't want to risk her parents forbidding her from having Steven as a friend. Either way, it's really sad.
* The look on poor Connie's face when her mother snaps at her for lying. She and Steven get so upset that they spontaneously decide to just run away by getting on a random bus and seeing where it will take them... only for them to be stopped by an angry Alexandrite.

[[AC:"Watermelon Steven"]]
* Baby Melon's HeroicSacrifice. For context, after sentient watermelons attack the Crystal Gems, Steven orders them to stop. The baby melon then punches Steven, knowing that the melons will defend their creator, and lets himself be defeated.

[[AC:"Lion 3: Straight To Video"]]
* The HappierHomeMovie that Steven and Sadie discover shows just how much Rose Quartz loved both Greg and Steven himself. She announces that she'll become half of Steven when he's born, because they can't both exist in the world. Even Steven and Sadie are driven to tears after watching it.
** And then Sadie calls her own mother, possibly to ask her if she can make lunches for her again. Considering that we later see how strained the relationship between Sadie and her mom is, this can also count as heartwarming.

[[AC:"Warp Tour"]]
* Steven gets increasingly frustrated at the Gems' lack of faith in his words in this episode, enough that he and Pearl actually butt heads, which in itself is horrible. It doesn't help that he nearly dies by suffocation in his attempt to prove he was right and is very aware that it'll be his own fault if that happens.
-->'''Steven''': "I was right. And now I'm gonna die. A tired, frozen little sad sack."
* Garnet manages to save Steven, and finds out that he was right about something else traversing the warp streams. Steven says he doesn't care about it anymore, but Garnet tells him that she does, and apologizes for not listening to him before. Just think about it, Steven nearly froze to death trying to prove that he was right, something he wouldn't have done if the Crystal Gems had listened to him. She may feel that her refusal to trust Steven nearly got him killed. She even wipes away tears during her apology.
* The Gems' NotNowKiddo attitude towards Steven's ordeal. He is so obviously scared for his life and [[NotNowKiddo they just brush him off.]] Especially Amethyst's indifference towards himself is harsh, considering her CoolBigSis demeanor.

[[AC:"Alone Together"]]
* Stevonnie's near-panic attack while at the rave, especially for anyone else who's dealt with stage fright or panic/anxiety issues. That they are pretty much forced to dance with a perfect stranger who's heavily flirting, making them uncomfortable, really doesn't help the situation.
* In general Stevonnie's loneliness. They are happy to have this new level of connection, but are lonely since they can't share with each other since they are only one being now.

[[AC:"The Test"]]
* A brief one, but Steven thinking back to [[Recap/StevenUniverseS1E3CheeseburgerBackpack his mission to the Lunar Sea Spire]] and that he failed it brings back some unfortunate memories
* Steven finding out the ''new'' test that the Gems have put him in was rigged again.
** Additionally, once Steven sees that his test was rigged and finds the Gems waiting for him at the end, we get to see some of the Gems' true colors. Despite being heroes with magnificent powers, they are facing quite possibly their most difficult challenge ever... [[PromotionToParent Being good parents]]. With Rose, the most influential Gem of their team gone, their pride is just as, if not, even more so hurt than Steven's pride since they feel that with every bit of self-esteem or confidence that Steven loses, they're letting Rose down as well. Even Amethyst feeling [[SadClown she's failing Steven as a parent, despite her usual carefree attitude,]] is rather saddening to watch.

[[AC:"Future Vision"]]
* Steven's episode long terrified FreakOut over Garnet telling him, by way of her future vision, that he could die any number of ways any moment is bad enough, especially the scene where he ultimately ends up hiding from the world under a table wondering why he can't be braver.
* Garnet's speech about it at the end makes the whole thing fairly tearjerky on her part as well. For much of the episode, it merely seems she is oblivious to the effect her words had on Steven - with the audience chalking it up to her tendency to believe he can handle things. However, in the end, she reveals that she was well aware of the risk that Steven would take it very badly, but willingly took the chance because of the off chance that he would understand and they would become closer. When she sees what she has done to him by gambling with his well being, she looks outright ''horrorstruck.'' It's raining in that scene, and when [[http://vignette4.wikia.nocookie.net/steven-universe/images/6/6f/Tumblr_niyrorKAm21tpjn6jo1_1280.png/revision/latest?cb=20150130013656 she takes off her glasses it becomes difficult to tell whether she may even be crying.]]
-->'''Garnet:''' "Steven, I see so many things that could hurt you. I should never have let one of them be me."
** In light of that, her quick advice for Steven to "stay off the roof" becomes this as well. Steven takes it to mean that something bad will happen to him, and ultimately ends up going up to the roof to [[SmiteMeOMightySmiter dare the universe to do it,]] when really him going up to the roof is ''Garnet's'' bad outcome - as she saw Steven freaking out and going up there ahead of time as a bad result of her actions, and a sign she really had failed him. By asking him to not go up there, she's essentially asking him to prove to her that she hadn't screwed up.

[[AC: "On The Run"]]
* TheReveal that Amethyst is a by-product of whatever horrible event that the Homeworld Gems were trying to accomplish, and the fact that she ''hates'' what she is, and thinks that everyone thinks of her as a mistake, [[IAmAMonster or a monster. She's crying and sobbing in her hole by the episode's end because she honestly thinks herself as that. Luckily, with some prodding from Steven, Pearl is able to reassure her that they don't feel that way.]] This makes a lot of her behavior a lot HarsherInHindsight (as well as Garnet's "we kept Amethyst" joke), as it's implied she's been a StepfordSmiler for all these years, as Pearl had ''no'' idea she felt that way, with her admitting that she didn't know triggering another tearful outburst in Amethyst.
* The fact that Amethyst doesn't really feel as though she's at "home" with Steven or even the other Gems, to the point where she jumps on the opportunity to run away for a while for no real reason at all. The only place she remembers as home is a desolate wasteland that the others constantly tell her is an evil place that only spawned evil things (with the exception of her). It's all but stated that the fact that she still pines for the Kindergarten and remembers it fondly, is one of the many things she feels guilty about and hates about herself.
--> '''Amethyst''': I never asked for it to be this way! I NEVER ASKED TO BE MADE! [''[[BerserkerTears tears run down her face]]'']\\
'''Pearl''': Amethyst...
** Taking into the "Kept Amethyst" quote in ''Steven's Lion,'' this moment is just horribly heartbreaking...
** The fight between Pearl and Amethyst. Pearl clearly doesn't want to fight her and Steven tries his best to stop it only to get roughly shoved aside TWICE, and Amethyst is simply lashing out because of how hurt she feels. The result is one of the saddest scenes the series has had so far, heartrendingly capped off by the above quote.
--> '''Amethyst''': I'm not gonna let you stand there and remind me of everything I ''hate about myself''!
** After Steven finally manages to get in-between Amethyst and Pearl, tears in his own eyes over the sight of them fighting, one of the old Gem machines starts to fall over from damage it sustained in the fight. Steven manages to shield himself and Pearl in his bubble, but Amethyst backs away and is caught outside, and runs away to her hole, with Steven calling out to her as it falls (and afterward, before he realizes she was safe in her hole and ''not'' ''squashed'').
** Then there's this line between Pearl and Amethyst...
-->'''Pearl:''' You can't beat me!\\
'''Amethyst:''' [''furious''] [[PunctuatedForEmphasis I. DON'T.]] '''[[DespairEventHorizon CARE!]]'''
* There's some strong hints that Amethyst is a WildChild that was left alone for quite some time after her creation, until Rose Quartz and the other Crystal Gems found her and took her in.
* Amethyst's internal struggle over who she is and how she was made can be quite painful to watch for those who felt the same way about themselves, especially teenagers and young children. A lot of times some people are born with physical birth defects and/or mental disorders which make them the subject of social bullying and/or emotional and physical abuse from their parents. Even though Pearl and Garnet never ostracize her for being a leftover product of the Kindergarten, they sometimes unknowingly make insensitive remarks (remember Garnet's "We kept Amethyst" joke?) or tip-toe around the subject in a way that makes Amethyst feel like they hate her. Even sadder is her assumption that Steven (who she saw as a little brother) would treat her the same way.
** There's also the interpretation that, for a race of sentient stones, Amethyst is the closest their kind can get to being a child of ''rape'', a being implanted into an unwilling (celestial) body and born from it in a process that is both deeply harmful and irrevocable, abandoned by those responsible for her creation, and then adopted as the one good thing that came from an awful situation. It gives the "we kept Amethyst" line an even [[GoodGirlsAvoidAbortion more heartbreaking context.]]

[[AC:"Horror Club"]]
* Everyone else's reactions when Sadie is sucked through the floor, especially Lars and Ronaldo's.
* At the end, we see how Lars and Ronaldo were childhood friends, only for their friendship to fall apart after Lars destroyed a picture of paranormal activity in the lighthouse (specifically, a board of the wall attacking him), out of embarrassment.
* There's a parallel drawn between Lars and the lighthouse Gem, which suggest both it and Lars lash out because they feel hurt and alone.

[[AC:"Winter Forecast"]]
* The SerialEscalation of the visions. Not only is Steven getting more and more worried and confused, but it reinforces the idea that Garnet's {{Seer}} powers are a major case of BlessedWithSuck.

[[AC:"Maximum Capacity"]]
* Greg and Amethyst getting sucked into watching the show and missing watching the fireworks with Steven, especially when Steven realizes they're not coming and when Greg realizes what time it is and tries to leave, only to get stopped by Amethyst.
* Greg and Amethyst's fight, near the end of the episode. Both parties are holding a lot of inner pain, but Amethyst crosses it by Shapeshifting into Rose, just to mess with Greg, even after he told her that BASIC shape shifting really makes him uncomfortable. Greg's freaking out, and Amethyst holding some level of contempt for Greg for feeling like he stole Rose makes the whole thing really upsetting. Steven then walks in and chews both parties out. It's implied a similar incident is what caused Greg and Amethyst to stop hanging out.
* Amethyst's [[OhCrap wide-eyed look of horror]] when Steven catches them, followed by her [[MyGodWhatHaveIDone running off in shame]].

[[AC:"Marble Madness"]]
* By the third time we see one of the giant Robonoids, the Gems have gotten extremely distressed from having to deal with them, while having no idea what they want.
-->'''Pearl:''' They just keep ''coming'' and ''coming'', and we don't even what they ''are''...we don't know ''anything!''
* Amethyst is confirmed to be 6000 years old, meaning that she had been bottling up her feelings about her origin for ''millennia''. Just when the events of "On the Run" couldn't get any ''more'' tragic...

[[AC:"Rose's Scabbard"]]
* All of Pearl's upset expressions in this episode. She really still struggles with how much she misses Rose and how a part of her hopes Rose can see her. It's very heart-wrenching.
* Pearl is shown to have had a much deeper relationship with Rose than Amethyst or Garnet did, so the revelation that there were things Rose hid even from ''her'' such as Lion's existence causes her to go into denial and become very distraught. Amethyst retorts that's she not the only one who misses Rose. Pearl then lashes out at all of the Gems, and even Steven, saying the former could never understand what she and Rose had, and the latter didn't even know her, before she runs away in tears. Garnet and Amethyst are so hurt by the outburst that they don't bother to go after her, and Steven has to be the one that goes after her. Garnet does quietly wish Steven luck, though, so she likely understood that Steven was the only one that could get through to her.
* The thing that causes Pearl to run? She [[PunchAWall punches a wall]], causing the picture of Rose to fall to the floor (though Garnet grabs it before it hits).
* Pearl's lashing out at Steven about Rose.
-->'''Pearl:''' You can't understand what I feel, none of you had what we had!\\
'''Steven:''' She probably just wanted to protect you like everyone else!\\
'''Pearl:''' What do ''you'' know! YOU'VE NEVER EVEN ''MET HER!''
* When Steven is chasing after Pearl, he underestimates the distance for the final jump and nearly falls. Pearl doesn't jump after him immediately, showing how upset and off-balance she is.
** It isn't that he underestimates the jump; Steven makes it about halfway across before Pearl turns around and stares at him with so much anger and resentment that it stops his jumping ''entirely.'' Two seasons later reveal that Steven can control the descent of his jumps with his emotions; whatever Pearl's look made him feel, it was enough that he dropped almost immediately.
* The entire scene between Pearl and Steven on the ancient battlefield. She reveals that she still sees so much of Rose in Steven, and it eats her up inside to think of what Rose would think of her today. She also saved a recording of the day Rose asked her to stay and protect the Earth, and she seems to have watched it so many times that she's completely memorized it.
* The scene just before the montage of Pearl and Steven playing together: Steven seems ready to comfort her, but all he can bring himself to do is [[http://overmental.com/wp-content/uploads/2015/03/rosescabbard-790x444.jpg hug her from behind. Pearl is completely still as tears stream down her face. She continues to breathe heavily in a realistic matter, which just makes the scene even more tearjerking.]]
* This episode could also make "Space Race" a lot sadder, if you think about it. Pearl willingly decided to stay on Earth solely for Rose (who died giving birth to her son later) even when she was told that she could never go home if she did. With Rose gone, Pearl trying to get to space and her failure to do so makes you realize that Pearl has lost two of the most important things to her.
* The episode shows us the full extent of Pearl's love for Rose (blushing as she calls her beautiful, her descriptions of Rose, saying that everything she did was for her, etc.), as well as showing Rose's reciprocation of that love (softly calling her "my Pearl", prioritizing Pearl's safety and informed consent over their relationship, the trust she placed in Pearl) thus putting a whole new level of Woobie to Pearl.
* Pearl's DeathGlare to Steven. Judging by the expression, it appears as though she harbors some resentment toward Steven because he's responsible for Rose not being there. It seemed like, for a split-second, ''[[ResentfulGuardian she wanted him to fall]]''.
** Worse, when does Steven start to plummet? When Pearl turns around and he meets her DeathGlare. His jumping stance completely crumbles, his face falls... then so does the rest of him. It's not clear if he couldn't have made the jump anyway, and this is just coincidence, or whether his shock at Pearl's hostility threw him off balance and gravity did the rest.
* And then you realize the title ''Rose's Scabbard'' is a metaphor as much as it is literal. Rose and Pearl were very close, to the point that Pearl has felt like an empty scabbard with her gone.
* Steven's frantic attempts to chase after Pearl and his utter confusion as to why she's running away from him. One of the most motherly figures in his life in the absence of his birth mom is screaming angrily at him to leave her alone, and it clearly upsets him greatly. Even worse if you remember how traumatized he was when she disappeared for two weeks in Steven the Sword Fighter, and now the same guardian seems to be mad at him and he doesn't know why.
-->'''Steven:''' "Pearl! ''[voice breaking]'' Di-did I do something wrong?"
** The look on Pearl's face as she turns to glare at Steven, makes it not at all hard to think any response would be along the lines of, ''[[MaternalDeathBlameTheChild "You were born."]]''
* Arguably what makes the moment with Pearl and Steven on the top of the floating rock so powerful is that, there is [[BittersweetEnding no happy resolution to this.]] Sure, Steven cheers Pearl up and they have some bonding time together, but the show absolutely does not shy away from the fact that while Pearl does have Steven, her grief for Rose has not been alleviated at all, and loving him doesn't cancel out her sadness. Nothing (that we know of) will change the fact that Rose is dead, and there's nothing Pearl can do about it but grieve. She may still be happy and experience other positive emotions, but none of those lessen how much the death hit her and how much she still continues to mourn it.

[[AC:"Open Book"]]
* While it may not have been the real Connie, seeing her physically force Steven to admit he liked the way the book ended (complete with pinning him to the ground and pulling his hair) was really hard to watch.
* With the way Room!Connie is dressed when she's trying to get the confession out of Steven, it really looks like she's [[CantSpitItOut really trying to make him confess to something else. ]]

[[AC:"Shirt Club"]]
* Buck and Mayor Dewey's strained relationship. The fact that he finds Steven's admiration of his father "funny" is an indicator of how deep the wedge in between the Dewey family goes.

[[AC:"Story For Steven"]]
* Greg's song about following his dream and the future, while optimistic and uplifting, is almost hard to listen to knowing where Greg is in the present. Not to mention you get a really bad feeling that this dream would have crashed and burned within a month even if he hadn't met Rose.
* When Rose questions Greg how is he going to return to Earth from his one way trip to Cosmos he says that he is never coming back. She is a bit sad and upset because of that, saying that Earth is Greg's home. She might be voicing her own feeling as neither she nor her fellow Gems can ever return to the Homeworld.
* Rose initially tries to push Greg away, due to a combination of not wanting to ruin his dreams and to avoid the tragedy of a MayflyDecemberRomance.
** Speaking of ruined dreams, this episode shows that Greg had a real shot at making it big, but gave it all up when he met Rose.
** Rose telling Greg to move on because she'd outlive him is a tragedy in itself, since we all know she'd eventually die birthing Steven.
* Seeing how the Gems acted when Rose was still alive. Garnet was less stoic, laughing and blushing more freely, Amethyst wasn't nearly so caustic, and she and Pearl got along really well. It just shows how much they had to grow up with her gone...
** Also, it's neat to see how much younger all the Gems looked back then... until you remember that a Gem's mental state can affect how they age, as seen in ''So Many Birthdays''. Losing Rose forced them to grow up in more ways than one.

[[AC:"The Message"]]
* Greg's IWantSong, where he pleads with the Gems to "Have a little faith in me."
* The phrasing he uses when calling the Gems out:
-->'''Greg:''' "You guys don't give up on anything. Except for me!"
* The contents of the message. Lapis looks so frazzled as she warns Steven about how a Gem is looking for him, and that 'she's not alone'.
* Poor Lapis Lazuli's situation in general. After how badly she wanted to make it home, for her to discover that the world she's returned to is nothing like what she remembers...

[[AC:"Political Power"]]
* It's a little heartbreaking to hear Mayor Dewey complain about [[BeleagueredBureaucrat how powerless he really feels]] in the midst of the insanity that happens in Beach City.
-->'''Mayor Dewey:''' Look, Steven, it's not lying when you're the mayor--it's politics.
* Seeing them Gems trying to hide how scared they are of Peridot's oncoming arrival from Steven. It's like how a parent tries to reassure a frightened child, while being unsure of a situation themselves. It goes back to how the Gems feel like they're failing as guardian figures in "The Test".

[[AC:"The Return"]]
* The Gems looks of anguish and worry after Steven leaves with Greg is hard to watch. They know they've done everything they can to protect Earth just as Rose did, but with the new technology the Homeworld Gems now have, they know they won't stand a chance.
* Greg's struggle over whether or not to let Steven return to Beach City hits pretty hard. Greg knows the circumstances that led to Rose and the rest of the Crystal Gems abandoning their mission to protect Earth, so he's the only one besides the Gems that understands what's potentially at stake. But he's still a father, and so he's torn between wanting to keep his son safe and recognizing that Steven might be the only one with the power to save the town- and with it, all of Earth.
** What's worse is that Greg knows that Rose, Garnet and Pearl are the only Crystal Gems left, because all of the others are ''dead.'' And now the enemy who killed an army of Crystal Gems has returned for the rest- including his son.
* Jasper mocking the Crystal Gems as the last remnants of Rose's friends.
-->'''Jasper:''' "But this is all that's left of her army? Some lost, defective Pearl? A puny, overcooked runt? And this shameless display?"
* Garnet being cut down. We get a nice, nightmarish slow-mo shot of her falling, and the expression on her split face as her eyes meet Steven's is just ''gutwrenching''. Not to mention afterwords, we get a good moment to stare at the impression her pieces left in the sand. Oh yes, ''pieces''.
* Watching the panicked reactions of the Beach City citizens as the Homeworld ship approaches. Jenny is backing away in shock. Ronaldo is caught up in trying to catch it all on his phone. The saddest is Fryman trying to pull a pleading Peedee away from the restaurant.

[[AC:"Jail Break"]]
* It's actually really painful to see how desperate Ruby is to find Sapphire again since the implications behind who they are have already been made.
** Before Steven escapes his cell, all we hear from Ruby is her ''screaming'' over and over again. Either out of pure fury and concern for Sapphire, or because she's trying to escape from her cell and hurting herself.
** It's a small thing, but when Ruby tells Steven to be quiet because she can't see? She's so used to being Garnet that she has a moment where she forgets that she can't see the future without Sapphire. Seeing her frustration and fear when her own limits catch up to her is really heartbreaking.
** What's more, in "The Answer", Rubies were either grunt soldiers or bodyguards for high-class Gem in Homeworld. Ruby, a low-ranking Gem, was probably looked down upon and seen as entirely replaceable all her life that every time she fused into Garnet, the feeling of being fused with Sapphire, her partner and a high-ranking Gem, made her "strong" both literally and figuratively. So when she was forcibly separated from Sapphire, Ruby felt that strength disappear completely. She told Steven not to look at her because she initially assumed he'll belittle her for being a "weak" Gem like everyone else did, even though he had no idea who she was at first.
* Lapis' choice to Fuse with Jasper. Not to beat her former captors like Jasper was counting on, but to seize control and drag her into the ocean. After [[TraumaCongaLine everything she's been through, she ultimately sacrifices her own freedom to save Steven]].
* Lapis hit the DespairEventHorizon pretty badly; she's convinced that there's nothing to do against Homeworld but stay put, pray for mercy and succumb to their fates. Poor girl. There's also her reaction to when the ship starts going down. She just lowers her head and curls up. Does she think she's doomed, or did she realize that the Crystal Gems ''won'' (the most logical reason the ship would be going down) and that by not believing in Steven, she's going to die there alone instead of escaping with him, or is she thinking that Steven, despite his assurance, abandoned her?
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