A Soulbonder's Wow In Detail: Celebrian's Liveblog

I'm pretty sure Celebrian is too moralistic to do drugs.

Damn straight. Also I have 83 guardians still...my "guardians" are only the Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts bonds. As for how many bonds total I have..please don't ask me to count.

I'm not gonna do an entire essay right now 'cause I have to go to work soon, but I am currently experiencing heavy vibes off Rogue from X-Men. Plus she appeared in a dream the other night, and I woke up from that dream feeling incredibly calm and contented. Last night while I was looking at pictures, it pushed itself up to a full Wow. I especially got a lot of vibepower off this one very intricately crafted plastic model I found a picture of on Google...

I will be boosting her Wow at work and will be keeping you updated on that tonight.

Two quick points:

1. Drug usage and morality have nothing to do with each other.

2. You are insane.

He probably means "moralistic" as "Moral Guardians", who are not known for their drug experiences.

• munches popcorn*

Miracle Whipster if you don't like it the back button is right there. Don't come in here and make stupid generalizations though. Okay?

Anyway...

Rogue

Rogue is another one I thought I'd end up with a long time back. Actually, I thought she'd be my second or third X-Man. She was in the second X-Men comic I read and I felt a LOT off her immediately. I haven't researched her too heavily, though, which is probably why I didn't end up with the full-fledged Wow until a month later, when she appeared in my dreams. We were in some fancy movie theater and I gave her something I forget. She was wearing that cloak thing I like so much and her eyes were all lit up like in the picture I saw of her on the Marvel Wiki.

For a few days, Rogue and Kitty Pryde's half-Wows were decking it out, but Rogue won out and caused Katya to recede for a while. She appeared in my mind in little flecks all day and now she won't get out and I'm beginning to feel vibrations, but too many at one time so that I feel a pinch and I need them to settle. I'm going to go find an AMV of her and see if looking at pics or vids of her gets it to settle....

edited 1st Jul '10 5:37:33 PM by DarkLadyCelebrian

Look, it's in your best interest to shut off the internet, perhaps permanently, and go seek therapy. I know it's hard to hear, but it's the truth.

Day 2, 8:57 AM and a note on Elza

I'm pretty sure Rogue appeared in one of those fleeting dream things comic girls love to appear in...just a flicker, nothing more. But it made me feel calm and safe regardless, even though that's the complete opposite of what I've been feeling these days, especially at night. I woke up and she was pulling at me, and even though I wanted to go back to sleep I knew she wouldn't let me until I ran to the computer and looked at her for a bit. So I did and I decided to come here and post all this just in case Rogue is sworn in this afternoon.

Thinking of Rogue makes me feel calm and secure now, and I do like to use her vibes as a fix-me-up for when I'm feeling vulnerable, which is often during these days but that's another story and will be told another time. She'll definitely be here tonight at the latest.

Anyway, I have a note on another girl who appeared in my dreams last night, and it wasn't just a flicker. Her name is Elza, and she's a minor character from FF12. I main FF, and haven't gotten anyone in from FF since last September (we're already at 83). It could be possible that Elza might be the eighty-forth I've hinted to my very-excited guardians...

More at 11. Or 4, rather. Or 9. Meh.

Hast thou ever tried to create a character thy self and gain a soulbond with that character? Couldst thou make a soulbond with a character that I have created? If so, what information wouldst thou require? I have praised thee, friend Dark Lady Celebrian, as a modern Himiko (or Pimiko) of Wa (or Yamatai) Queen of Wa Friendly to Wei, on thy user page. She was also a female shaman whom I respect greatly as the founder of Japan and as the creator of a period of great peace in Wa (or Yamatai).

These people aren't "characters", they're real. By that logic, could you soulbond with a real person from this planet?

@Terr: Yes, you can bond to your own created characters. In fact, with those you get to pick and choose who you get. Great for testing your potential.

@Pacific: No. People I know who have movie characters even say the character doesn't look like the actor, or only bears a very slight resemblance. I know a girl who has Eliza from My Fair Lady and says she only bears a slight resemblance to the actor, and another girl who has some other movie character who says he doesn't look at all like the actor.

I may have found out a way to hijack a movie through its videogame adaptation, but this will require a lot of indepth tinkering and will not be done anytime soon...

Hast thou created thy own character and soulbonded to that character whom thou hast created?

Such a soulbond could be seen as a guardian or tutelary spirit.

I don't do it often but I can do it when I feel like it.

No- I don't mean characters played by actors, I mean real people.

Yeah. I said, no.

So, no-one you've soulbonded to is real. Gotcha.

Don't play tricks.

No, they're not "real" in the "Barack Obama" or "Britney Spears" sense. There is more than one way to be "real" you know.

edited 2nd Jul '10 7:40:45 AM by DarkLadyCelebrian

Just one question: What's the point or benefit of this... soulbonding... thingy?

Not trolling, plain curiosity.

It just happens, but there's various benefits. For one thing, I get to be closer to the other planes of existence, the other "reals." For another, and the most important thing, I have friends for life. Your soulbonds will never leave you or do you any harm, and the bond between the soulbond and bonder is something grand, deep, even sacred.

Are there cons? Sure, but if you ask me the pros sooooo far outweigh the cons.

I understand thy desire to experience other realities and have friends in spirit form, but wouldst thou consider them guardian/guide spirits, or just friends?

I consider them friends and guardians and protectors.

Anyway, Rogue's been sworn in. I'll keep you updated on whatever happens with Elza, but she's a minor character so it'll be harder to find material on her.

Thou art truly blessed to have such friends. Hast thou ever considered that they could be spirits who take on the forms and personalities of characters in order to comfort thee well, just as spirits other times have taken on the forms and personalities of animals? I am not trying to troll thee, but merely am curious about thy soulbonds and thy perceptions of these soulbonds.

That is a theory I have thought about in the past.

Annyyyway....

Alpha Protocol Girls

Last night Alpha Protocol was my game. I had nothing else to do, so I crawled over to Wikipedia and the Alpha Protocol Wiki to do some research. I hadn't even researched my sole AP bond, SIE, yet, and I needed to fix that. Mainly, I looked at Michael and the girls. It's the girls, as usual, I felt vibes off of that needed my attention...girls before boys is usually always how it goes with this whole thing, with a few exceptions here and there. My love of action girls and my desire to be one comes from being so compatible with them in this way. I researched all the girls and Michael. I don't like Michael and I'm glad he only gave the obligatory "this is a videogame character" vibes and nothing more. Yay for being less compatible with the boys, in this case. It's the girls, specifically two of them, who gave off the true vibes (well, three if you count SIE who I am already bonded to). Mina didn't do much more than Michael did at this point. Anyway, here's what I felt off those two girls:

SIS: Sis gave off the most, by far, despite being mute. I am about as compatible with mute characters as I am with characters who never show their faces...it works, but takes a lot of power to make it work. Sis is nothing short of badass though. The first thing I thought was how much I'd like to learn from her and how much I'd like to show her that I already know...I know a little bit of her craft, maybe even an impressive amount for a girl my age who's never had any true training, but I knew she could teach me ever so much more. That was the first thing I thought while I was looking at Sis and letting her vibes energize me enough to get me through the night. The second thing I thought was about her being mute...mute characters aren't too hard to have around. We have Chell, who has a voice which I've heard used for laughter but nothing else. Usually something like muteness would put a damper on the vibes, but not with Sis. Hers were extremely strong, so that even when I put away the AP research for the night and went to read a book, she was the only one who wouldn't leave my mind.

SCARLET LAKE: This was the first girl I went to research. The one thing that shot a huge burst through me was her daring nature and her intrepidness, both qualities I click well with. After a few moments of dealing with those jolts I got from reading that part of the profile, I got to the part about her being an assassin and I felt a little put off...I'm always put off by that type, despite ending up with it quite a bit. Those energetic jolts I got from reading about her daring, passionate nature slowed down a bit when I reached that part. I'd already had to reform two killers. Would I have to reform a third too, or was she already reformed on her own? I don't know if I could deal with another killer right now. Still, she fascinated me, in an I'm-a-little-bit-scared-of-her way.

Mina did not produce anything more than Michael did...obligatory "this is a pixel videogame character" vibes and one tiny jolt that most videogame characters shoot at me mandatorily and didn't amount to much at all....

edited 3rd Jul '10 8:23:26 AM by DarkLadyCelebrian

I felt like giving my thoughts. I don't mean to offend, and if I were speaking it it'd be in a pretty calm tone, so read it as such.

To be honest, at first I thought the entire soulbonding deal was rather odd. Perhaps it's because I can't/couldn't understand or relate to it in the same way I can't relate to some of my friends problems in real life. But, it's damned important to you, soulbonding as a whole, so that much I can at least relate to. And I'm not excluding myself when I say odd, as I know otherwise. Just, it's rather confusing not relating to it and perhaps my lack of being able to relate makes me see it as odd. Regardless, you still have my attention, and I am still reading this liveblog. Just hope I worded my thoughts right.

That's very nice to hear. :) I'm glad you're keeping up with it. I see I was totally one-hundred percent right to bring it back.